1 00:00:26,500 --> 00:00:28,920 Uyangiqopha manje? 2 00:00:29,840 --> 00:00:31,630 Ngiyaxolisa. 3 00:00:35,180 --> 00:00:36,660 Isho okuthile! Noma yini! 4 00:00:36,680 --> 00:00:38,160 Ufuna ngithini? 5 00:00:38,180 --> 00:00:39,810 Angisakwazi ukukhuluma manje. 6 00:00:39,850 --> 00:00:42,430 Sengikushilo engikushilo. 7 00:00:42,640 --> 00:00:45,600 Isho konke futhi! 8 00:00:45,810 --> 00:00:47,340 Ukhathazekile, yini lo dokotela... 9 00:00:49,190 --> 00:00:52,320 Le filimu izoyithinta kanjani impilo yakho? 10 00:00:52,360 --> 00:00:52,990 Cha. 11 00:00:53,030 --> 00:00:54,680 Awuzihluphi ngalokho? 12 00:00:54,700 --> 00:00:56,110 Cha. 13 00:00:56,410 --> 00:00:59,160 Anginalutho engingalufihla. 14 00:00:59,200 --> 00:01:01,950 Akukho lutho okufanele ngikufihle. 15 00:01:03,870 --> 00:01:06,170 Ingabe leyo tattoo entsha? 16 00:01:06,210 --> 00:01:10,460 Lena ingase ibe yintsha, lena yintsha... 17 00:01:10,880 --> 00:01:14,170 kanye nalokhu kanye nalokhu . 18 00:01:14,220 --> 00:01:16,180 Benginalena kuphela. 19 00:01:16,220 --> 00:01:18,340 Zinjani izinwele? 20 00:01:18,390 --> 00:01:18,680 Phansi. 21 00:01:18,720 --> 00:01:20,010 Akukho ukugunda izinwele kodwa kuphansi. 22 00:01:20,050 --> 00:01:21,050 Ake ubone. 23 00:01:25,270 --> 00:01:27,650 "nolaka"... 24 00:01:28,770 --> 00:01:32,030 Ngangivame ukujabula ngalelo gama, 25 00:01:32,070 --> 00:01:35,530 Angifuni ukulebula. 26 00:01:35,570 --> 00:01:37,220 Ngakho uzimisele ngakho? 27 00:01:37,240 --> 00:01:40,580 Usu-anti ngokuphelele ukubizwa ngokuthi "ubudlova"? 28 00:01:40,620 --> 00:01:42,080 Angifuni ukuba ilebula. 29 00:01:42,120 --> 00:01:43,730 Angifuni ukubizwa, 30 00:01:43,750 --> 00:01:45,370 Ngi... 31 00:01:45,450 --> 00:01:46,710 ngibize "Kisha," ndoda. 32 00:01:46,750 --> 00:01:49,170 Ngibize "Kisha." 33 00:01:52,920 --> 00:01:58,010 ♪ umculo we-house othokozisayo uyaphela kancane ku-♪ 34 00:02:31,790 --> 00:02:33,960 Ngikhuliswe emgwaqweni. 35 00:02:37,800 --> 00:02:39,450 Ngifana nenganekwane yomama! 36 00:02:40,300 --> 00:02:41,300 Uyangibona. 37 00:02:45,140 --> 00:02:46,450 Ngoba nginolaka? 38 00:02:46,470 --> 00:02:47,770 Lokho akunandaba! 39 00:02:47,810 --> 00:02:49,270 Mangibe ngowesifazane! 40 00:02:53,980 --> 00:02:55,940 Usawoti kanye nopelepele kanye... 41 00:03:17,510 --> 00:03:20,130 Ngomunye uKhisimusi, ngazithengela ikhamera, 42 00:03:20,170 --> 00:03:23,970 futhi ngakuthanda ukuthwebula izithombe ngaso leso sikhathi. 43 00:03:24,010 --> 00:03:26,470 Ngizifundise ukuthi ukudubula . 44 00:03:26,510 --> 00:03:28,810 Futhi ngabona, yilokho! 45 00:03:28,850 --> 00:03:31,480 Ngifuna ukwabelana engikubona . 46 00:03:31,640 --> 00:03:33,980 Ngifuna ubone ubuhle kuyo njengoba 47 00:03:34,020 --> 00:03:36,340 Momotheka kancane, ngoba unamazinyo amahle! 48 00:03:37,900 --> 00:03:40,320 Nginabangane abangaka, 49 00:03:40,360 --> 00:03:43,490 abangani abaningi abangaba ngabesilisa nabangewona kanambambili, 50 00:03:43,530 --> 00:03:47,160 futhi nganquma ukuthi ngifuna ukwenza uchungechunge olusha lwezithombe. 51 00:03:47,200 --> 00:03:48,950 Inhle. 52 00:03:49,540 --> 00:03:50,960 Ngiyakuthanda lokho. 53 00:03:51,160 --> 00:03:53,680 Futhi bengifuna ukuqala ngabantu be-BIPOC, 54 00:03:53,710 --> 00:03:55,690 abangakamelwe kahle. 55 00:03:55,710 --> 00:03:58,380 ♪ Umculo wepiyano othuthukisayo ♪ 56 00:03:58,420 --> 00:04:00,860 Ngangifuna nokuhlangana nesizukulwane esisha futhi ngibone ukuthi ubani 57 00:04:00,880 --> 00:04:02,680 bona, 58 00:04:02,720 --> 00:04:05,680 nokuthi bathintwe kanjani ifilimu yethu yokuqala. 59 00:04:06,390 --> 00:04:07,140 Lapho ngiqala ukubona i-documentary 60 00:04:07,180 --> 00:04:12,190 'Ama-Aggressives,' Ekugcineni ngibone ukumelwa kwami. 61 00:04:12,230 --> 00:04:15,860 Empeleni ngibonge ubuhlaza ngoba buvuma 62 00:04:15,900 --> 00:04:17,520 ukuziphendukela kwemvelo. 63 00:04:17,810 --> 00:04:19,760 Ukubona lokho kumela, kimi, 64 00:04:19,780 --> 00:04:21,690 uvule umnyango. 65 00:04:23,400 --> 00:04:25,740 Angifuni ukufakwa ibhokisi. 66 00:04:25,780 --> 00:04:28,700 Ubudoda bami ngobami ongabenza . 67 00:04:28,990 --> 00:04:33,040 Kimina, ubudoda abukona ukuba yincazelo yomphakathi yokuthi a 68 00:04:33,080 --> 00:04:37,210 indoda, kodwa mayelana nokuvumelana nobufazi bami. 69 00:04:38,750 --> 00:04:41,050 Ngesikhathi sokuqala ngibona 'Ama-Aggressives,' 70 00:04:41,090 --> 00:04:46,180 Ngangingumfundi osanda kuzalwa ekolishi labesifazane abamnyama. 71 00:04:47,760 --> 00:04:52,060 Ngaso leso sikhathi ngazizwa ngixhumene, ngoba ngangihlale ngizizwa sengathi nginjalo 72 00:04:52,100 --> 00:04:54,250 wehluke kakhulu kuwo wonke umuntu, 73 00:04:54,270 --> 00:04:57,110 bese ebona ifilimu ethi, 74 00:04:58,650 --> 00:05:00,230 Awuhlukile . 75 00:05:00,270 --> 00:05:04,400 Leyo filimu iyona eyangisiza ukuba ngiqale inguquko yami, 76 00:05:04,450 --> 00:05:06,930 ngizizwa ngikhululekile ekushintsheni indlela ebengithula ngayo, 77 00:05:06,950 --> 00:05:10,700 futhi ngizithwele ngokuzethemba. 78 00:05:12,950 --> 00:05:16,920 Besilokhu sifuna abantu abakhombisayo 79 00:05:16,960 --> 00:05:18,790 nathi futhi sibukeke njengathi. 80 00:05:18,840 --> 00:05:20,750 Ngiyabonga kakhulu. 81 00:05:21,130 --> 00:05:25,930 Ngithatha bonke abantu ku-'The Aggressives' njengabami 82 00:05:25,970 --> 00:05:27,300 "ama-trans-cestor." 83 00:05:27,340 --> 00:05:30,140 ubukhona babo bebuqinisekisa. 84 00:05:30,180 --> 00:05:33,140 Ngoba bekhona futhi baphila ngokuhlangenwe nakho kwabo 85 00:05:33,180 --> 00:05:36,100 futhi badlule ebunzimeni babo, 86 00:05:36,140 --> 00:05:40,110 Ngiyakwazi ukukhululeka kakhulu emzimbeni wami. 87 00:05:43,530 --> 00:05:45,630 Ngizwa sengathi i-"AG" noma "i-aggressive" iwuhlobo lwe- 88 00:05:45,650 --> 00:05:47,280 ithemu yedethi. 89 00:05:47,320 --> 00:05:51,120 Ulimi selushintshile kanti ezinye zezinto ebezikhona 90 00:05:51,160 --> 00:05:54,120 'Ama-Aggressives' ekuqaleni angahle angahlobani, 91 00:05:54,160 --> 00:05:57,250 ngendlela umuntu onjengami angazibonakalisa ngayo. 92 00:05:57,960 --> 00:06:02,340 Oyena engimhlonze kakhulu kungenzeka kwakungu Kisha. 93 00:06:02,380 --> 00:06:04,320 Bengicabanga ukuthi muhle impela, 94 00:06:04,340 --> 00:06:07,800 kodwa usekwazi ukuphatha ubudoda bakhe ngaphandle kwesidingo 95 00:06:07,840 --> 00:06:09,970 ukuyekethisa ukuthi ungubani . 96 00:06:10,010 --> 00:06:11,450 Ngisho lokho kupholile, lokho engikushoyo? 97 00:06:11,470 --> 00:06:12,310 Ngoba wena 98 00:06:12,350 --> 00:06:14,020 doin' wena, uba wena. 99 00:06:14,060 --> 00:06:15,140 Impela. 100 00:06:16,520 --> 00:06:19,980 Lolu chungechunge luseduze nenhliziyo yami. 101 00:06:20,270 --> 00:06:23,820 Ngizibona ebusweni babo bonke. 102 00:06:25,030 --> 00:06:27,650 Ngangifuna ukubamba amandla abo, 103 00:06:27,700 --> 00:06:31,160 kanye nomusa, nje ngabantu  104 00:06:31,200 --> 00:06:35,500 futhi sikubonise ukuthi ungabona kanjani ngaphandle kwamalebula namathegi. 105 00:06:36,370 --> 00:06:38,330 Ngoba bayi mina, 106 00:06:38,370 --> 00:06:40,500 futhi mina ngiyibo, 107 00:06:40,540 --> 00:06:42,000 futhi thina nguwe. 108 00:07:01,060 --> 00:07:02,380 Ngikushaye ngaphakathi, 109 00:07:02,400 --> 00:07:04,240 isigamu sehora, futhi ngiza ukuxhumana nawe. 110 00:07:06,230 --> 00:07:07,880 Njengakwimuvi endala! 111 00:07:07,900 --> 00:07:09,200 Ngithola ama-flashback, nami! 112 00:07:09,240 --> 00:07:10,530 Kufana ... 113 00:07:10,570 --> 00:07:12,530 kakhulu okungajwayelekile. 114 00:07:13,070 --> 00:07:14,830 Kwenzenjani?! 115 00:07:16,410 --> 00:07:18,830 Amehlo akhe ayengathi yihlobo! 116 00:07:20,410 --> 00:07:22,420 Kuwe. 117 00:07:22,460 --> 00:07:24,540 Ungakukhathaleli. 118 00:07:24,630 --> 00:07:27,210 Kukhona into ebizwa "femme aggressive," 119 00:07:27,260 --> 00:07:30,550 futhi yilokho engangizibheka ngisemncane. 120 00:07:30,720 --> 00:07:33,070 Futhi mhlawumbe kuseyilokho engingazicabangela mina manje. 121 00:07:33,090 --> 00:07:34,740 Kuhle. 122 00:07:34,760 --> 00:07:36,740 Kodwa ngokwami, angikho kumalebula 123 00:07:36,760 --> 00:07:38,220 futhi. 124 00:07:38,850 --> 00:07:43,060 Ngemuva kwefilimu yokuqala, ngike ngabambeka nethegi, 125 00:07:43,100 --> 00:07:46,230 ngoba leso kwakuyisikhathi nefilimu kanye... 126 00:07:46,270 --> 00:07:49,740 Sonke sihluke kakhulu kulawo malebula. 127 00:07:51,860 --> 00:07:54,240 Ngaphuma ngineqhude, 128 00:07:54,280 --> 00:07:57,450 futhi nganginjalo, ngoba ngangimncane futhi ngihlanya, 129 00:07:57,490 --> 00:07:59,270 futhi ikhulile kusukela ekubeni, 130 00:07:59,290 --> 00:08:03,750 cocky to, ukuzethemba nokuqonda ukuphila futhi 131 00:08:03,790 --> 00:08:06,420 uhlangabezana nempilo. 132 00:08:07,130 --> 00:08:10,260 Ngisewumuntu ofanayo, ngi ...anginayo i-a 133 00:08:10,300 --> 00:08:10,840 amaphekhi ayisithupha. 134 00:08:10,880 --> 00:08:13,090 Ngizizwa sengathi ngangine-six pack ngaleso sikhathi. 135 00:08:13,130 --> 00:08:15,260 Ngingase ngithanda iphekhi amabili. 136 00:08:15,300 --> 00:08:18,100 Isisindo sami siyashintshashintsha ngoba sengimdala. 137 00:08:18,390 --> 00:08:20,450 Kuyo yonke le minyaka, wena k Ngibe nezikhathi ezinzima. 138 00:08:20,470 --> 00:08:21,960 Wonke umuntu unezikhathi ezinzima, 139 00:08:21,980 --> 00:08:24,400 izikhathi ezinhle, izikhathi ezimbi. 140 00:08:25,100 --> 00:08:29,280 Ngoba kwakukhona izingxenye zaleyo filimu engangisengozini kakhulu, 141 00:08:29,320 --> 00:08:32,280 ngoba ngangisemncane kakhulu lapho sigcina siyikhiphe futhi 142 00:08:32,320 --> 00:08:34,610 ibonise emhlabeni emhlabeni. 143 00:08:34,650 --> 00:08:37,950 Futhi kwangenza ngaba nemizwelo ukubona zonke izinto abanye abantu 144 00:08:37,990 --> 00:08:40,020 efilimini wadlula, lokho I mean? 145 00:08:40,040 --> 00:08:41,810 Futhi kwangenza ngazizwa" 146 00:08:41,830 --> 00:08:44,420 sidinga ukwesekana kakhulu." 147 00:08:44,500 --> 00:08:46,190 Wonke umuntu kufanele ngabe uyasizana. 148 00:08:46,210 --> 00:08:48,630 Akumele uvele emphakathini womuntu, 149 00:08:48,670 --> 00:08:50,300 ungase udlule. 150 00:08:50,340 --> 00:08:53,300 Uma umuntu elele phansi ngokusikwa, 151 00:08:53,340 --> 00:08:57,090 bheka isikibha, khipha isikibha emhlane wakho! 152 00:08:58,180 --> 00:09:01,270 Kusukela ifilimu, ngelula amaphiko ami. 153 00:09:01,560 --> 00:09:03,830 Usebenze kumafilimu ambalwa ahlukene azimele, 154 00:09:03,850 --> 00:09:07,440 imibukiso yethelevishini embalwa, amafilimu ambalwa kaSpike Lee. 155 00:09:07,650 --> 00:09:10,150 Ubuciko, ukulingisa... 156 00:09:10,190 --> 00:09:12,190 kwesinye isikhathi, yilokho okufanele ukwenze njengomdali, 157 00:09:12,860 --> 00:09:14,820 Ngingu-hustlin' and bustlin'. 158 00:09:15,200 --> 00:09:18,820 Ngine-1964 Dream 305, 159 00:09:18,870 --> 00:09:23,500 bese ngine-TMAX enepayipi le-Yoshimura lapho, 160 00:09:23,540 --> 00:09:25,870 Ngine i-Honda Reflex, 161 00:09:25,920 --> 00:09:28,540 futhi ngine-Can-Am Spyder. 162 00:09:28,580 --> 00:09:32,510 Leyo yingane yami yakamuva, ngoba isiqu seCan-Am Spyder, 163 00:09:32,550 --> 00:09:34,740 ungabeka umntwana osanda kuzalwa kanye nesikhwama sangempelasonto 164 00:09:34,760 --> 00:09:36,340 futhi sesiphumile lapha. 165 00:09:36,380 --> 00:09:38,390 ♪ Umculo obushelelezi ohlekisayo ♪ 166 00:09:38,430 --> 00:09:42,520 Njengoba ngisondela kumaki wami weminyaka engu-40, ngizizwa sengathi ngizelwe kabusha. 167 00:09:42,560 --> 00:09:44,910 Ngizizwa ngijabule ngendlela engangijabule ngayo ngesikhathi senza okokuqala 168 00:09:44,930 --> 00:09:46,810 idokhumentari. 169 00:09:47,440 --> 00:09:50,400 Kwesinye isikhathi ngiqoma abantu besifazane bese benza sengathi abakaze babone 170 00:09:50,440 --> 00:09:51,710 idokhumentari, bese-ke baba 171 00:09:51,730 --> 00:09:53,380 "ungumdlali!" futhi ngi... 172 00:09:53,400 --> 00:09:56,200 ekugcineni, ngathola ukuthi bayibona i-documentary, 173 00:09:56,240 --> 00:09:59,030 futhi ngi" lokho kwakufana neminyaka eyi-100 edlule, 174 00:09:59,070 --> 00:10:02,740 Futhi ngangingumntwana, futhi ngangingashadile, 175 00:10:02,790 --> 00:10:05,660 futhi bengiphila impilo yami. 176 00:10:06,870 --> 00:10:09,540 Ngivame ukuba nowesifazane okhethekile empilweni yami. 177 00:10:09,580 --> 00:10:11,710 Cishe ngaso sikhathi . 178 00:10:11,750 --> 00:10:14,340 Ngoba ngingowesifazane oyedwa. 179 00:10:14,550 --> 00:10:17,590 Angiyena ngempela umdlali, 180 00:10:17,630 --> 00:10:19,720 kodwa ngithanda ukukhululeka. 181 00:10:23,430 --> 00:10:24,560 Kusukela kwifilimu yokuqala, 182 00:10:24,600 --> 00:10:27,020 Sengikhulile. 183 00:10:28,600 --> 00:10:31,440 Ngiye ngafunda ukungabi nakulindela okungaka empilweni futhi, 184 00:10:32,820 --> 00:10:36,190 ukusebenza ngezinto ngesineke nothando. 185 00:10:36,690 --> 00:10:40,870 Futhi, ungalokothi uthathe izikhathi kalula. 186 00:10:48,660 --> 00:10:52,250 Efilimu yokuqala, into exhume bonke abalingisi 187 00:10:52,290 --> 00:10:56,760 amalungu kwakuwukuthi bonke babelwe-owesifazane lapho ebeletha 188 00:10:56,800 --> 00:11:00,430 abantu bebala abanesethulo sabesilisa. 189 00:11:00,470 --> 00:11:05,140 Kodwa umlingiswa engamhlanganisa naye kakhulu kwakunguTrevon ngoba 190 00:11:05,180 --> 00:11:08,810 Ngizizwa sengathi bahlanganisa kokubili owesilisa nowesifazane 191 00:11:08,850 --> 00:11:10,440 izici. 192 00:11:10,480 --> 00:11:14,770 Ngasekupheleni kwawo-'90s/ekuqaleni kwawo-2000, lwalungekho ulimi okumele lusetshenziswe 193 00:11:14,820 --> 00:11:17,610 chaza lokho lokho . 194 00:11:18,320 --> 00:11:23,240 ♪ Umculo we-Ethereal RandB ♪ 195 00:11:23,870 --> 00:11:26,620 Uma sikhuluma iqiniso, lapho 'Ama-Aggressives' ephuma, 196 00:11:26,660 --> 00:11:29,330 Angizange ngicabange ukuthi kuzo... 197 00:11:29,370 --> 00:11:31,750 ibe lokho ebeyikho . 198 00:11:32,170 --> 00:11:36,000 Bengingacabangi ukuthi abantu endaweni yangakithi nezinto ezinjalo 199 00:11:36,050 --> 00:11:38,130 ngizokubona, 200 00:11:38,170 --> 00:11:40,470 Nganginamahloni ngendlela yami yokuphila. 201 00:11:40,510 --> 00:11:41,970 Yihora lesi-3! 202 00:11:42,010 --> 00:11:44,260 Gijima futhi ube mina. 203 00:11:44,600 --> 00:11:46,100 Ngangimncane. 204 00:11:46,140 --> 00:11:48,000 Ngangiqonde endleleni engafanele. 205 00:11:48,020 --> 00:11:50,640 Kwakungesizo izinto eziningi ezinhle kakhulu esikhathini esizayo uma ngiqhubeka nokwenza 206 00:11:50,680 --> 00:11:52,690 izinto ezifanayo ebengizenza . 207 00:11:52,730 --> 00:11:55,270 Kukwenza ufune ukushintsha okuthile. 208 00:11:55,690 --> 00:11:57,510 Ngolunye usuku ngizihlalele endlini yami... 209 00:11:57,530 --> 00:12:00,150 Le ongiqophe yona ekugcineni. 210 00:12:00,240 --> 00:12:02,180 Ngazitshela ukuthi kunezinto engangizidinga 211 00:12:02,200 --> 00:12:03,860 ukusebenza kulokhu. 212 00:12:05,530 --> 00:12:07,520 Ngiqale ukubhala phansi amagoli... 213 00:12:07,540 --> 00:12:12,620 I-GED, ikolishi, umsebenzi, ukushintsha igama. 214 00:12:13,210 --> 00:12:14,830 Kuthathe isikhashana. 215 00:12:14,880 --> 00:12:18,170 Eminyakeni emithathu kamuva, ngathola i-GED yami, 216 00:12:18,210 --> 00:12:20,840 Ngangisesimweni esingcono sokuphila, 217 00:12:20,880 --> 00:12:22,220 ushintshe igama lami. 218 00:12:22,260 --> 00:12:25,140 'Ama-Aggressives' angisizile ukuba ngiguquke. 219 00:12:25,220 --> 00:12:26,970 Kungiphushe. 220 00:12:27,390 --> 00:12:30,680 Lapho abantu sebeqala ukungishaya bengitshela ukuthi ngishintshile 221 00:12:30,720 --> 00:12:33,730 izimpilo zabo, lokho... Kwakuyinto enkulu lokho 222 00:12:33,770 --> 00:12:38,860 kimi, futhi yingakho ngisaphila impilo yami ngendlela engaxolisi. 223 00:12:39,570 --> 00:12:43,530 Kulezi zinsuku, angiziboni njengomuntu onolaka, 224 00:12:43,570 --> 00:12:47,200 ikakhulukazi ngenxa... uma ngizwa othile ethi "AG" noma 225 00:12:47,240 --> 00:12:49,700 "onolaka," owesifazane onolaka. 226 00:12:49,740 --> 00:12:52,200 Ngizibheka njengowesilisa . 227 00:12:52,250 --> 00:12:53,890 Angiyena umuntu wesilisa we-cisgender... 228 00:12:53,910 --> 00:12:57,380 Angizange ngabelwa, lobo bulili ngesikhathi ngizalwa... 229 00:12:57,420 --> 00:13:00,210 Kodwa ngingowesilisa oshintshe ubulili. 230 00:13:01,420 --> 00:13:04,050 Selokhu kwathi nhlo ngingumuntu oshintshashintshayo, 231 00:13:04,090 --> 00:13:06,070 Bengingawazi amagama, 232 00:13:06,090 --> 00:13:09,390 ngakho-ke nganamathela eqinisweni lokuthi "nginolaka"... 233 00:13:09,430 --> 00:13:13,020 a "AG"... ngoba yilokho engakufundiswa. 234 00:13:13,640 --> 00:13:16,600 Uma ngibheka amanye ama-trans guys futhi ngiyabona ukuthi 235 00:13:16,650 --> 00:13:18,750 ube nezinwele ezigcwele ebusweni, 236 00:13:18,770 --> 00:13:21,090 intshebe igcwele, noma bahlinzwe phezulu, 237 00:13:21,110 --> 00:13:22,610 noma ba... 238 00:13:22,650 --> 00:13:25,450 ngiyazitshela, 239 00:13:25,490 --> 00:13:28,870 "Okokuqala, akuwona wonke umuntu onjalo." 240 00:13:30,620 --> 00:13:34,370 Sekukonke, cishe ngibhekwa kakhulu "njenge-non-binary." 241 00:13:35,460 --> 00:13:38,420 Kodwa anginaso isiqiniseko. 242 00:13:39,040 --> 00:13:41,920 Ngisenokungazethembi esifubeni sami. 243 00:13:41,960 --> 00:13:44,470 Angibafuni lapho, angibathandi, 244 00:13:44,510 --> 00:13:47,300 Ngifuna ukubukeka okuthambile, ngokuqinisekile, 245 00:13:47,340 --> 00:13:49,760 kodwa ngezibazi, ngizoba... ngizozizwa 246 00:13:49,800 --> 00:13:51,430 ngingakhululekile. 247 00:13:51,470 --> 00:13:54,140 Lokho kungenza ngicabange, kuyini iphuzu lokusuka lapho 248 00:13:54,180 --> 00:13:57,390 isimo esisodwa esingakhululekile kwesinye? 249 00:13:57,600 --> 00:13:59,500 Ngikubiza njengempi kamoya, 250 00:13:59,520 --> 00:14:02,820 ngoba ngilwa nami cishe nsuku zonke, 251 00:14:02,860 --> 00:14:06,570 ngomngcele noma ukugxambukela kothango. 252 00:14:08,530 --> 00:14:11,620 Kungani ngizishintsha ngenzela abantu? 253 00:14:18,000 --> 00:14:21,290 'Ama-Aggressives' angibonise uhlangothi lwami, 254 00:14:21,340 --> 00:14:23,630 okungenzeka ukuthi ngangingazi. 255 00:14:23,670 --> 00:14:25,630 Ngixhumane no-Octavio... 256 00:14:25,670 --> 00:14:28,010 Yeka indlela ababengacatshangelwa ngayo. 257 00:14:28,050 --> 00:14:28,760 "Lona ngingubani . 258 00:14:28,760 --> 00:14:31,800 Uma unenkinga ngakho, phuma ebusweni bami." 259 00:14:35,890 --> 00:14:37,830 Uma ngibuka 'Ama-Aggressives,' 260 00:14:37,850 --> 00:14:39,650 Ngibona ukukhula kwami. 261 00:14:40,520 --> 00:14:42,980 Ngangiyini, ngineminyaka engu-18? 262 00:14:43,270 --> 00:14:48,450 Kungikhumbuza izinto engingafuni ukubuyela kuzo. 263 00:14:51,740 --> 00:14:54,280 Kufana nesifundo esifundiwe. 264 00:14:58,710 --> 00:15:01,630 Izinto zazinzima kimi ngaleso sikhathi. 265 00:15:03,250 --> 00:15:08,340 Ngakho-ke lokhu... kufana nendaba ephelele nami lapho nina basha, 266 00:15:08,510 --> 00:15:12,050 wena ekhaya leqembu, nawe emgwaqeni nezinto ezinjalo, 267 00:15:12,090 --> 00:15:16,020 abazali bakho badla izidakamizwa, futhi kufanele uzilwele. 268 00:15:17,730 --> 00:15:20,350 21 iminyaka kamuva. 269 00:15:20,390 --> 00:15:21,690 Ngiyohlala ngiba nolaka. 270 00:15:21,730 --> 00:15:23,020 Mina ngingumfana. 271 00:15:23,060 --> 00:15:24,190 Ngiyileyandoda. 272 00:15:24,230 --> 00:15:27,320 Ngiyileya nsizwa yempukane kamama. 273 00:15:27,820 --> 00:15:30,700 Ingabe unomuzwa wokuthi ubuwena bushintshile 274 00:15:30,740 --> 00:15:33,030 kusukela ngesikhathi sagcina ukukuthwebula? 275 00:15:36,240 --> 00:15:39,710 Ukube bengingakhetha ukushintsha ubulili bami, 276 00:15:39,750 --> 00:15:40,370 Ngingathanda. 277 00:15:40,410 --> 00:15:44,040 Bangaki abangani abesilisa manje? 278 00:15:44,080 --> 00:15:44,540 Okuningi. 279 00:15:44,590 --> 00:15:47,710 Ngisamile kulokhu. 280 00:15:47,760 --> 00:15:52,180 Isizathu esenza ngingabushintshi ubulili bami yingoba nginendodana. 281 00:15:52,680 --> 00:15:57,350 Cishe yimi ngedwa kubangane bami abanengane. 282 00:15:57,930 --> 00:15:58,310 Uyaqonda? 283 00:15:58,350 --> 00:16:00,730 Futhi ngangingenayo ingane... 284 00:16:00,770 --> 00:16:04,270 sengathi ngangifuna ingane ngokuzithandela. 285 00:16:04,310 --> 00:16:06,730 Ngangineminyaka engu- 15 ngesikhathi kwenzeka. 286 00:16:06,820 --> 00:16:08,900 Lokho yinto okuthi... 287 00:16:08,940 --> 00:16:12,240 Angifuni nokuxoxa. 288 00:16:12,610 --> 00:16:16,240 Ukube bekungeyona indodana yami, ngabe ngi- trans. 289 00:16:16,280 --> 00:16:19,750 Angifuni abhekane nomphakathi umehlulela ngobani 290 00:16:19,790 --> 00:16:22,080 umzali wakhe. 291 00:16:22,120 --> 00:16:24,760 Umamncane wamthatha ngisemncane ngoba ngangingenaye 292 00:16:24,790 --> 00:16:27,210 ukukhetha ngaleso sikhathi . 293 00:16:27,420 --> 00:16:29,590 Kwaba nzima. 294 00:16:29,630 --> 00:16:33,260 Ukuthi wamthatha, futhi wayeyazi indlela yami yokuphila, 295 00:16:33,300 --> 00:16:35,090 wathi "Ungadluli lapha. 296 00:16:35,140 --> 00:16:37,550 Uma udlula lapha, ngizobiza amaphoyisa." 297 00:16:37,640 --> 00:16:39,100 Bengivele nginerekhodi lobugebengu. 298 00:16:39,140 --> 00:16:42,560 Uma ngidlula lapho, kuba sengathi ngiyabahlukumeza. 299 00:16:43,310 --> 00:16:48,770 Ngesikhathi edlula emhlabeni yilapho ubuhlobo bethu busondelana khona. 300 00:16:49,150 --> 00:16:53,490 Wacabanga ukuthi, ngangingafuni lutho ngaye, 301 00:16:53,530 --> 00:16:56,910 ngakho kwadingeka ngimchazele zonke lezo zinto. 302 00:16:59,700 --> 00:17:00,950 Ngifuna ukuphila okuhlukile. 303 00:17:00,990 --> 00:17:02,810 Ucabanga ukuthi ngifuna ukufela ku-hood, 304 00:17:02,830 --> 00:17:05,150 ngiye ejele ngivalelwe, nempilo yami yonke? 305 00:17:05,170 --> 00:17:06,960 Hhayi, ndoda! 306 00:17:07,000 --> 00:17:09,630 Ngifuna indlu ye-fuckin 'enesikebhe sikamama bese ngiphuma 307 00:17:09,670 --> 00:17:11,490 lapho futhi unake ibhizinisi lami le-motherfuckin '; 308 00:17:11,510 --> 00:17:13,590 yindlela engifuna ukuphila ngayo. 309 00:17:20,010 --> 00:17:21,830 Ngonyaka odlule, ngagunda izinwele zami, 310 00:17:21,850 --> 00:17:23,350 futhi... 311 00:17:23,390 --> 00:17:25,330 abantu abaningi bebengibiza ngo "mnumzane," 312 00:17:25,350 --> 00:17:27,980 futhi ngithanda ukudideka ukuthi... 313 00:17:28,020 --> 00:17:29,650 Ngibangela abantu. 314 00:17:29,690 --> 00:17:31,840 Indlela abantu abasefilimini yokuqala, 315 00:17:31,860 --> 00:17:33,990 'Ama-Aggressives,' kusho ukuthi: 316 00:17:34,030 --> 00:17:35,990 "Mina mina; lokhu nginguye ." 317 00:17:36,030 --> 00:17:39,990 Ngijabule ukubona ukuthi kwenzekeni ngoChin. 318 00:17:40,870 --> 00:17:43,660 ♪ Umculo omnandi we-ethereal ♪ 319 00:17:46,370 --> 00:17:49,170 Sawubona, lolu ucingo olukhokhelwa kuqala 320 00:17:49,210 --> 00:17:50,670 kusuka... 321 00:17:50,710 --> 00:17:52,500 Isilevu. 322 00:17:52,550 --> 00:17:55,510 Isiboshwa ejele lase-Irwin County. 323 00:18:01,720 --> 00:18:02,310 Sawubona? 324 00:18:02,310 --> 00:18:04,040 Nkulunkulu wami, Chin... 325 00:18:04,060 --> 00:18:04,560 Kwenzenjani? 326 00:18:04,600 --> 00:18:06,640 Unjani? 327 00:18:39,260 --> 00:18:42,390 Unjani ngokomqondo? 328 00:18:48,310 --> 00:18:49,310 Kodwa... 329 00:18:54,610 --> 00:18:56,610 Mfana... 330 00:19:02,120 --> 00:19:05,200 Le kholi izonqanyulwa eminithini elilodwa. 331 00:19:37,990 --> 00:19:39,630 Ngazalelwa eBronx, 332 00:19:39,650 --> 00:19:42,450 Ngakhulela eBrooklyn, futhi engikushoyo ukuthi ngakhulela kuyo 333 00:19:42,490 --> 00:19:43,280 Harlem. 334 00:19:43,320 --> 00:19:45,240 Masithole ikhofi lase-Spanish. 335 00:19:47,370 --> 00:19:49,960 ♪ Idlala kahle i-bachata ♪ 336 00:19:50,000 --> 00:19:53,460 Bengilokhu ngise-Harlem kusukela lapho ngisanda kweva eshumini nambili. 337 00:19:53,500 --> 00:19:55,790 Yilapho ngathola khona ifulethi lami lokuqala, 338 00:19:55,840 --> 00:19:58,960 futhi yilapho engiye ngaba khona kusukela ngaleso sikhathi. 339 00:19:59,010 --> 00:20:02,470 UHarlem wathola ukunambitheka, cishe njengeHollywood. 340 00:20:02,510 --> 00:20:04,470 Kukhona i-swag ethile. 341 00:20:06,180 --> 00:20:07,310 Uyathanda i-tattoo yami kaJesu? 342 00:20:07,350 --> 00:20:08,520 Ngiyabonga. 343 00:20:08,560 --> 00:20:09,520 Kuhle! 344 00:20:09,560 --> 00:20:11,100 Ngiyabonga. 345 00:20:11,730 --> 00:20:14,480 Ngaphinde ngaxhumana nobaba ngemva kokuba 346 00:20:14,520 --> 00:20:17,650 nginomama iminyaka eminingi, eminingi. 347 00:20:17,820 --> 00:20:20,990 WayengumKristu, futhi wazama ukunginikeza inkulumo 348 00:20:21,030 --> 00:20:23,490 mayelana nocansi lwami. 349 00:20:23,780 --> 00:20:26,370 “iBhayibheli lisho lokhu, neBhayibheli lisho lokho.” 350 00:20:26,410 --> 00:20:28,520 Akuyona indlela engilifunda ngayo iBhayibheli leyo, 351 00:20:28,540 --> 00:20:31,330 futhi akuyona indlela engakhula ngayo ngokomoya leyo. 352 00:20:31,370 --> 00:20:33,870 Kwakungukukholwa kuNkulunkulu, 353 00:20:33,920 --> 00:20:36,290 ukukholelwa amandla aphezulu, 354 00:20:36,500 --> 00:20:39,130 ukusiza abanye... 355 00:20:39,340 --> 00:20:42,170 Kwafakwa kimi kusuka kumama. 356 00:20:43,930 --> 00:20:47,220 Njengentombazane encane, u-Kisha wayehlala esendleleni, 357 00:20:47,260 --> 00:20:49,370 njalo wayefuna ukuzwa izinto. 358 00:20:49,390 --> 00:20:51,680 Ubethanda ngaphandle . 359 00:20:51,730 --> 00:20:53,560 Nelukuluku kakhulu. 360 00:20:53,600 --> 00:20:56,020 Wayenomqondo oqinile. 361 00:20:56,060 --> 00:20:58,360 Wayenomfana kakhudlwana. 362 00:20:58,400 --> 00:21:02,240 Njengomama, uhlale ugqokisa amantombazane amancane izingubo ezinhle, 363 00:21:02,280 --> 00:21:05,030 futhi kwafika lapho uKisha engafuni ukugqoka izingubo 364 00:21:05,070 --> 00:21:06,530 futhi. 365 00:21:06,570 --> 00:21:09,490 Ngakho-ke ngathi, "Kulungile, ngakho-ke sizohamba ngebhulukwe." 366 00:21:11,080 --> 00:21:14,370 Iningi lomndeni wami lalihlanganyela esontweni. 367 00:21:14,410 --> 00:21:18,380 Angibonanga noma yiluphi uhlobo lwe... 368 00:21:18,420 --> 00:21:21,000 uthando lobulili obufanayo. 369 00:21:21,300 --> 00:21:26,390 Ngakho kimi, kwakuwukuzama ukungiqonda 370 00:21:26,430 --> 00:21:28,760 kanye nalokhu engangikuzwa . 371 00:21:32,430 --> 00:21:34,580 Waqala ukuthukuthela kakhulu futhi 372 00:21:34,600 --> 00:21:36,900 abadlubulundayo, futhi... 373 00:21:37,190 --> 00:21:42,360 Ngithole ucingo oluvela eskoleni sakhe ukuthi uphezulu phezu kwendlu... 374 00:21:42,780 --> 00:21:46,240 kusongela ukuzibulala ... 375 00:21:46,280 --> 00:21:48,100 nokuthi babize amaphoyisa. 376 00:21:48,120 --> 00:21:51,200 futhi babezomyisa esibhedlela. 377 00:21:51,490 --> 00:21:55,750 Usonhlalakahle wathi ku Kisha, "Tshela umama ukuthi yini inkinga." 378 00:21:55,790 --> 00:21:58,130 Wathi, "Ngiyisitabane." 379 00:21:58,170 --> 00:21:59,960 Ngathi, “Kulungile. 380 00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:02,550 Wena ungubani . 381 00:22:03,340 --> 00:22:05,720 Uyindodakazi yami." 382 00:22:05,920 --> 00:22:09,720 Ukuthola lokho, kwavula inhliziyo yami. 383 00:22:10,010 --> 00:22:12,930 Waqala ukungathukutheli njalo. 384 00:22:15,980 --> 00:22:19,060 Saqala ukusondela. 385 00:22:19,480 --> 00:22:22,980 Ngangimthanda njengoba enjalo, futhi namanje ngisamthanda. 386 00:22:23,020 --> 00:22:27,450 Usehambe ibanga elide, futhi usefeze izinto eziningi 387 00:22:27,490 --> 00:22:29,950 ukuthi wayefuna ukufeza ... 388 00:22:29,990 --> 00:22:30,950 indlela yakhe. 389 00:22:30,990 --> 00:22:32,280 ♪ Umculo wethenda we-ethereal ♪ 390 00:22:32,330 --> 00:22:34,950 Okunye engiziqhenya ngayo kakhulu. 391 00:22:47,260 --> 00:22:50,800 Kuthulile, akukho thrafikhi yaseNew York City, 392 00:22:50,840 --> 00:22:53,930 akukho uphondo lokukhala. 393 00:22:54,680 --> 00:22:56,140 Kunokuthula. 394 00:23:00,400 --> 00:23:04,150 Ngithanda ukuba lapha eJoshua Tree, 395 00:23:04,190 --> 00:23:07,320 cishe imizuzu engama-45 usuka sekhaya. 396 00:23:08,030 --> 00:23:12,370 Sithuthele ePalm Springs ngenxa yokuthi ivuleke kangakanani ku-LGBT 397 00:23:12,410 --> 00:23:14,120 umphakathi. 398 00:23:17,700 --> 00:23:19,690 Senza ukulethwa kokudla futhi 399 00:23:19,710 --> 00:23:22,790 izinto, ngisazama ukukuqonda. 400 00:23:24,340 --> 00:23:28,670 Ngahlangana noJade ngo-2013, edolobheni edolobheni ekilabhini 401 00:23:28,720 --> 00:23:30,840 ebizwa nge- Esquilita's. 402 00:23:31,430 --> 00:23:34,680 UJade wayenomunye wakhe, abangani beza kimi 403 00:23:34,720 --> 00:23:36,180 futhi ngibuze uma ngabe ngiwathandile amantombazane. 404 00:23:37,890 --> 00:23:39,980 Ngenxa yefilimu. 405 00:23:40,600 --> 00:23:43,980 Ngazana naye ngefilimu. 406 00:23:44,480 --> 00:23:49,190 Wayengena ku-transgender females, ngakho-ke angazi noma wayesalokhu 407 00:23:49,240 --> 00:23:50,900 kuma cisgender. 408 00:23:50,950 --> 00:23:52,200 Ngoba angiyena transi, 409 00:23:52,240 --> 00:23:54,700 yingakho ngize nomngani wami kuye. 410 00:23:55,580 --> 00:23:58,410 Ngihlala ngibuzwa ukuba ngingu-trans, 411 00:23:58,450 --> 00:23:59,890 futhi angithathi cala kukho, 412 00:23:59,910 --> 00:24:02,060 ngoba trans women bahle. 413 00:24:02,080 --> 00:24:03,540 ♪ Umculo we-synth yethenda ♪ 414 00:24:03,580 --> 00:24:05,900 - Ngakho usuku lwethu lokuqala lwaba ... - Ingabe kwakuyi-steakhouse? 415 00:24:05,920 --> 00:24:07,400 Cha... wethu usuku lokuqala lokudla. 416 00:24:07,420 --> 00:24:07,840 Noma bekuyisonto ? 417 00:24:07,840 --> 00:24:08,460 Kwakuyisonto. 418 00:24:08,460 --> 00:24:10,740 - Yilokho engangiyikho ... - Kwakuyisonto. 419 00:24:11,720 --> 00:24:12,880 Ngisemithandweni. 420 00:24:12,930 --> 00:24:15,350 Selokhu saba ndawonye. 421 00:24:15,850 --> 00:24:18,930 UTrevon ungumuntu wokuqala ongathandana naye, 422 00:24:18,970 --> 00:24:22,020 ngakho kwakuyinto entsha kimi. 423 00:24:22,350 --> 00:24:25,360 Uyathandeka kakhulu futhi uyathandeka. 424 00:24:25,770 --> 00:24:29,400 Ngaphambi kwalokho, ngangithandana nabesifazane abanolaka. 425 00:24:29,440 --> 00:24:31,740 Ngikhombe ukuthi ngiyilesbian, 426 00:24:31,780 --> 00:24:35,070 futhi uthi akayena kanambambili 427 00:24:35,120 --> 00:24:37,140 ubuhlobo bethu ubuhlobo bethu. 428 00:24:37,160 --> 00:24:40,250 Angibeki "lesbian" noma "straight" lapho. 429 00:24:40,290 --> 00:24:43,080 Yithi, 430 00:24:46,290 --> 00:24:47,040 Lapho ngiqala ukuphuma, 431 00:24:47,090 --> 00:24:50,920 njengabanye abaningi, ngikhombe njenge... 432 00:24:50,960 --> 00:24:54,090 njengowesifazane onolaka emphakathini wabesifazane abathandana nabanye besifazane, 433 00:24:54,130 --> 00:24:57,390 ikakhulukazi ngoba, "trans" kwakungeyona into. 434 00:24:57,890 --> 00:25:02,060 Angazi noma ngifuna ukuzicabangela "okungeyona kanambambili." 435 00:25:02,270 --> 00:25:05,060 Angiwafuni lawa ma stereotypes. 436 00:25:05,270 --> 00:25:06,650 Ngivumele ngibe yilowo engifuna ukuba nguye. 437 00:25:06,690 --> 00:25:08,500 Ngivumele ngibe ngumuntu engifuna ukuba nguye. 438 00:25:08,520 --> 00:25:10,130 Uma ngingafuni ukudlala i-basketball, 439 00:25:10,150 --> 00:25:11,480 Angifuni ukudlala i-basketball. 440 00:25:11,530 --> 00:25:13,740 Uma ngingafuni ... 441 00:25:15,030 --> 00:25:18,120 hlala odongeni ngesikhathi se-club futhi ngifuna... 442 00:25:18,160 --> 00:25:22,160 yenza ukushintsha okukodwa-okubili, ngivumele ngenze inkinobho yami eyodwa-ezimbili! 443 00:25:22,200 --> 00:25:24,750 Wena k yini inkinga? 444 00:25:26,170 --> 00:25:29,630 Ngisho noJade usalindele izinto ezahlukene kimina 445 00:25:29,670 --> 00:25:33,630 ngezinye izikhathi, ngoba ungibheka njengendoda, 446 00:25:33,670 --> 00:25:35,930 nokuthi lokho akulungile. 447 00:25:37,180 --> 00:25:40,100 Kuyisihloko esithinta inhliziyo kuye ngezinye izikhathi. 448 00:25:40,390 --> 00:25:44,810 Mina noJade sathuthela lapha ngoba ngimoshile 449 00:25:44,850 --> 00:25:46,940 ebudlelwaneni  bethu. 450 00:25:48,690 --> 00:25:50,190 Ngikopele, 451 00:25:50,230 --> 00:25:52,190 futhi... 452 00:25:52,230 --> 00:25:55,110 besidinga isiqalo esisha. 453 00:25:55,740 --> 00:25:58,990 Bengingaziboni ngaphandle kokuba naye. 454 00:25:59,030 --> 00:26:01,330 Sengizofika ngemizwa. 455 00:26:08,710 --> 00:26:11,630 Ngabona ukuthi ngimthanda kangakanani. 456 00:26:12,920 --> 00:26:15,030 Asibhekani nezinto eziningi. 457 00:26:15,050 --> 00:26:17,220 Sike sayishiya emuva eNew York. 458 00:26:20,930 --> 00:26:24,640 Uma sesizinzile, sifuna ukuba nezingane. 459 00:26:24,720 --> 00:26:26,710 Sibheke ukuqandisa amaqanda akhe. 460 00:26:26,730 --> 00:26:28,190 Ngingu 36. 461 00:26:28,230 --> 00:26:31,190 Futhi ngina 32, ngakho ngiyakwazi ukuthwala ingane yakhe, 462 00:26:31,230 --> 00:26:33,360 ngakho sifuna ukwenza okukodwa nokukodwa. 463 00:26:33,400 --> 00:26:37,320 Kuningi ngalokho, ngemali nezinto. 464 00:26:37,400 --> 00:26:39,320 Bese bese ukushada. 465 00:26:39,410 --> 00:26:41,200 Eminyakeni emibili nje ... 466 00:26:41,240 --> 00:26:43,700 - Ezimbili... eminyakeni emibili? - Ngiyethemba 467 00:26:43,740 --> 00:26:45,500 Ngethemba njalo. 468 00:26:59,090 --> 00:26:59,590 Ezinye ziphazamisi ziyafafaza. 469 00:26:59,630 --> 00:27:00,390 Bengithi ngiyacela, 470 00:27:00,430 --> 00:27:04,510 bezama...izinyosi zizama ukungidla nakho konke lapha. 471 00:27:06,100 --> 00:27:07,580 Bengingeke ngicabange, 472 00:27:07,600 --> 00:27:10,100 okokugcina ngikwenza inhlolokhono emuva kosuku, 473 00:27:10,150 --> 00:27:14,900 ukuthi ngizobe ngikuxoxisa ngasesizibeni. 474 00:27:16,940 --> 00:27:17,940 Daniel... 475 00:27:20,950 --> 00:27:24,700 Uma ngibuya emsebenzini, ngihlala lapha. 476 00:27:24,910 --> 00:27:27,870 Ngiyakujabulela lokhu ngoba kunokuthula. 477 00:27:28,160 --> 00:27:31,920 Lapho usemncane, wenza izinto eziwubuwula, futhi... 478 00:27:31,960 --> 00:27:35,590 izinto zobuwula zangishiya ngiboshiwe, 479 00:27:35,630 --> 00:27:38,760 futhi ngesinye isikhathi empilweni yami, 480 00:27:38,800 --> 00:27:40,090 Kudingeke ngicabange, 481 00:27:40,130 --> 00:27:42,930 "Kulungile, ngifuna ukuqhubeka nokubuyela ejele? 482 00:27:42,970 --> 00:27:43,510 Cha. 483 00:27:43,510 --> 00:27:45,760 Ngifuna ukujabulela impilo yami, ngikhululeke, 484 00:27:45,810 --> 00:27:48,600 akudingeki ubheke emhlane wami, ukhathazeke ngamaphoyisa noma 485 00:27:48,640 --> 00:27:51,980 abantu ababengilandela ngenxa yezinto eziwubuwula engangizenza." 486 00:27:52,020 --> 00:27:54,610 Yilokho okungenze ngafisa ukubuyela esikoleni ngiqhubeke 487 00:27:54,650 --> 00:27:57,730 imfundo futhi ngizenzele kangcono. 488 00:27:58,280 --> 00:28:01,320 Ngaya e-Hudson Valley Community College ngeziqu zami 489 00:28:01,360 --> 00:28:03,950 ekwakhiweni nasekugcinweni kukagesi. 490 00:28:03,990 --> 00:28:06,450 Ngingumsebenzi wokulungisa umakhenikha. 491 00:28:08,500 --> 00:28:12,960 Ngaleso sikhathi, ngangifuna ukuba phakathi kwenqwaba yomsindo. 492 00:28:14,670 --> 00:28:19,760 Lapho ngifana neminyaka ephakathi futhi ngifuna ukuphumula. 493 00:28:20,050 --> 00:28:22,470 Yingakho nginqume ukuthuthela lapha. 494 00:28:22,510 --> 00:28:27,600 ♪ I-jazzy hip-hop epholile ♪ 495 00:28:31,350 --> 00:28:33,190 ♪ Izibani ♪ 496 00:28:33,230 --> 00:28:35,810 ♪ Ikhamera, isenzo... ♪ 497 00:28:35,860 --> 00:28:38,820 Ngayeka ukuthatha i-hormone therapy yami lapho ngithuthela lapha, 498 00:28:38,860 --> 00:28:41,010 ngoba bebengenayo isevisi lapha ngaphandle. 499 00:28:41,030 --> 00:28:44,610 Kulo nyaka unyaka abaqale ngawo lowo msebenzi. 500 00:28:45,740 --> 00:28:48,280 Ngithatha imijovo yami kanye ngesonto. 501 00:28:49,040 --> 00:28:49,870 Ngiyashintsha, Daniel! 502 00:28:49,910 --> 00:28:51,500 Ngithola izinwele ezincane. 503 00:28:51,540 --> 00:28:53,230 Sengiqala ukuncipha, ngibonile. 504 00:28:53,250 --> 00:28:56,460 Ubuso bami nezinto zami seziyaqala ukuba nobudoda kancane. 505 00:28:58,880 --> 00:29:01,880 Ngiyasikholwa isizathu sokuthi kungani ngingaphumanga okokuqala 506 00:29:01,920 --> 00:29:05,680 idokhumentari njengoba mina ngiyi-trans man kungenxa yomndeni wami; 507 00:29:05,720 --> 00:29:08,510 Ngangimncane kakhulu ngenkathi uxoxisana nami futhi ngihlala 508 00:29:08,560 --> 00:29:12,060 nomndeni, ngakho-ke angizange ngifune ukuba naleyo nkinga lapho ngangizoba khona 509 00:29:12,100 --> 00:29:14,310 kufanele ungabi nakhaya... 510 00:29:15,020 --> 00:29:17,190 ngenxa yokuthi ngingubani . 511 00:29:18,610 --> 00:29:21,230 Asikho isikhathi lapho... Ever! 512 00:29:21,280 --> 00:29:24,700 Ukuthi ngake ngazizwa njengowesifazane . 513 00:29:25,910 --> 00:29:28,990 Angikaze ngifune ukuba namabele, angikaze. 514 00:29:29,280 --> 00:29:32,910 Ngiyazingela, futhi umgogodla wami usuqala ukushintsha 515 00:29:32,950 --> 00:29:35,080 ngoba zisinda kakhulu. 516 00:29:35,120 --> 00:29:39,090 Ngezwa ngokuhlinzwa okuphezulu, kodwa ngangingenayo imali yoku... 517 00:29:39,130 --> 00:29:41,170 empeleni yenza lokho. 518 00:29:42,460 --> 00:29:45,380 Kufanele ngikukhokhele lokho ephaketheni. 519 00:29:48,430 --> 00:29:51,010 Impilo yami yonke kwadingeka ngibhekane nalokhu, 520 00:29:51,220 --> 00:29:53,680 Ngifuna ukuzisusa . 521 00:29:54,390 --> 00:29:57,440 Khona-ke ngingaba yilokho engifuna ukuba yikho nokuthi ngidinga ukuba yikho 522 00:29:57,480 --> 00:30:00,360 ngokwami, ukuthi ngingubani. 523 00:30:09,450 --> 00:30:14,540 ♪ Umculo ogcwele ithemba ♪ 524 00:30:18,790 --> 00:30:20,610 Ngavuma ukuthatha icala likaChin ngoba, 525 00:30:20,630 --> 00:30:22,230 ngenkathi ngibuka 'Ama-Aggressives,' 526 00:30:22,250 --> 00:30:25,470 Ngikwazile ukuxhuma ku-Chin ngokwezinga eliphezulu lomuntu, 527 00:30:25,510 --> 00:30:28,470 futhi ngabona ukuthi isipiliyoni sikaChin njengendoda eshintshile sasinjalo 528 00:30:28,510 --> 00:30:31,760 yokubaluleka komlando kumphakathi we-LGBT. 529 00:30:31,800 --> 00:30:35,100 Ngashukumiseleka ukuba ngizame ukubona kancane ithemba phakathi 530 00:30:35,140 --> 00:30:38,100 icala lakhe, lapho kungenzeka ukuthi abanye abameli balibona linjalo 531 00:30:38,140 --> 00:30:39,900 isivumelwano senziwe . 532 00:30:40,980 --> 00:30:43,270 Wafika lapha eneminyaka eyisishiyagalolunye 533 00:30:43,320 --> 00:30:44,980 nawo wonke wonke                              yakhe wake          zakhe wazamkelani izindlu zozo      zo zo zo zo zo zo zo zo  zo  zo  zo  zo  unapo zo zo zo zo zo zo zo unao unapo zozonke unazo ulikuwa unazo zonke. 534 00:30:45,030 --> 00:30:47,900 Bangena njengezakhamuzi ezisemthethweni. 535 00:30:49,200 --> 00:30:51,950 Lapho esemncane, wayephila njengongqingili. 536 00:30:52,660 --> 00:30:56,620 Ubehlala nogogo wakhe futhi benentombazane. 537 00:30:56,910 --> 00:30:59,310 Ugogo wakhe waphuma, wafaka izinto zakhe ezikhwameni zikadoti, 538 00:30:59,330 --> 00:31:02,750 wambeka kanye nempahla yakhe eceleni konqenqema. 539 00:31:03,250 --> 00:31:07,300 Khona-ke, ugcina ejoyina izinkulungwane zentsha ye-LGBT 540 00:31:07,340 --> 00:31:10,430 ababehlala bengenamakhaya eNew York City. 541 00:31:12,010 --> 00:31:16,310 Ngalesi sikhathi esifanayo, ulahlekelwa umazisi wakhe nekhadi eliluhlaza. 542 00:31:16,350 --> 00:31:19,640 Ukuthuthela kwelinye izwe kumdidanisa neyomunye umuntu, 543 00:31:19,690 --> 00:31:22,480 futhi akakwazi ukuphinde ikhishwe. 544 00:31:43,250 --> 00:31:46,000 Ngakho usebenzisa, uhlobo oluthile lokusinda: 545 00:31:46,050 --> 00:31:46,840 ubugebengu. 546 00:31:46,880 --> 00:31:50,380 Kunamaphuzu ahlukahlukene lapho eboshwe khona esifundeni esisodwa 547 00:31:50,430 --> 00:31:52,140 noma enye. 548 00:31:52,340 --> 00:31:55,180 Kungakho, ngo-2016, uyazi ukuthi uluhlobo... 549 00:31:55,220 --> 00:31:57,350 uthole impilo yakhe yashintsha . 550 00:32:13,610 --> 00:32:15,720 Unalesi sisebenzi esithi, 551 00:32:15,740 --> 00:32:17,720 "Ngithole lo mngani osebenza eDMV, 552 00:32:17,740 --> 00:32:20,830 futhi anga ukutholela i-ID." 553 00:32:21,250 --> 00:32:24,540 Ngakho-ke ugcina esezenzela ikhadi lakhe lokuvikela umphakathi, 554 00:32:24,580 --> 00:32:27,420 bese emnikeza i-ID, 555 00:32:27,460 --> 00:32:29,260 Futhi ngokuthi ... 556 00:32:29,300 --> 00:32:32,090 cishe izinyanga ezimbili, empeleni, u... 557 00:32:32,130 --> 00:32:32,680 ukwenza kuhle. 558 00:32:32,680 --> 00:32:34,410 Okokuqala ngqa, 559 00:32:34,430 --> 00:32:37,060 iminyaka engu-20, ukhona ngokusemthethweni, 560 00:32:37,100 --> 00:32:39,270 usezincwadini, ukhokha izintela, 561 00:32:39,310 --> 00:32:41,060 uyajabula. 562 00:32:42,100 --> 00:32:44,560 Bese bese, early 2017, 563 00:32:44,600 --> 00:32:47,570 uSherifu no ICE beza bengqongqoza emnyango. 564 00:32:47,610 --> 00:32:52,700 ♪ Umculo oqinile we-ethereal ♪ 565 00:33:00,290 --> 00:33:03,370 Bebelokhu bambambile kusukela. 566 00:33:03,660 --> 00:33:07,710 Usehlale yedwa isikhathi esingangonyaka manje. 567 00:33:08,000 --> 00:33:11,760 Lokhu kungenxa yokuthi u-transgender, 568 00:33:11,800 --> 00:33:12,970 isikhathi. 569 00:33:15,970 --> 00:33:19,930 Lokhu bakwenza befuna ukumphoqa ukuthi aliyeke icala lakhe 570 00:33:19,970 --> 00:33:22,560 kanye nokuzikhipha wena ngokwakho. 571 00:33:23,810 --> 00:33:26,310 Ayikho indlela yokuthi lokho kungokomthethosisekelo. 572 00:33:57,010 --> 00:34:00,600 Ubuciko bekuyimpilo yami kusukela ekuqaleni kwesikhathi. 573 00:34:01,140 --> 00:34:03,660 Empeleni kungokokuqala empilweni yami lapho ngathandana khona 574 00:34:03,680 --> 00:34:05,830 ngenqubo engizizwa sengathi angisoze ngawa 575 00:34:05,850 --> 00:34:07,980 ngenxa yothando kanye. 576 00:34:08,150 --> 00:34:12,110 Bengihlala ngikuthanda ukuthungwa nokusebenza ngezandla zami. 577 00:34:16,360 --> 00:34:19,950 Okumnyama kuthatha okuhle enkuni. 578 00:34:25,250 --> 00:34:26,000 Kwesinye isikhathi ngengeza upende, 579 00:34:26,040 --> 00:34:31,170 ngezinye izikhathi ngishisa izinkuni, ngezinye izikhathi ngiqopha izinto ezithombeni. 580 00:34:31,380 --> 00:34:34,300 Kunopende wokufutha kwezinye zalezi. 581 00:34:37,550 --> 00:34:39,740 Kubonakala sengathi ilula; akunjalo. 582 00:34:39,760 --> 00:34:43,010 Kuyakhathaza kakhulu, kuzwela kakhulu, 583 00:34:43,060 --> 00:34:44,180 super... 584 00:34:44,220 --> 00:34:46,020 inkimbinkimbi. 585 00:34:46,060 --> 00:34:48,690 Kodwa ngifunde uku... ukuyithanda. 586 00:34:48,730 --> 00:34:52,520 ♪ Umculo opholile we-RandB ♪ 587 00:34:52,570 --> 00:34:55,570 Lolu chungechunge ngilubiza ngokuthi "I-Gentleman Never tells." 588 00:34:55,610 --> 00:35:00,490 Uchungechunge lwezithandani zangaphambili engibe nezikhathi ezisondelene nazo. 589 00:35:01,120 --> 00:35:04,410 Into ephakathi kwabantu ababili bayafundana 590 00:35:04,450 --> 00:35:06,080 muhle. 591 00:35:08,080 --> 00:35:09,730 Ngingumnumzane ongasho lutho, 592 00:35:09,750 --> 00:35:13,040 futhi yingakho kuyizithombe ongaziboni ziqonde ngqo. 593 00:35:13,420 --> 00:35:17,510 Ubuciko bami bungivumela ukuthi ngijabulele lezi zikhathi. 594 00:35:17,800 --> 00:35:22,050 Kungivumela ukuthi futhi ngiqhubekele phambili kalula uma... uma kungenjalo 595 00:35:22,090 --> 00:35:24,350 ukuhlukana okukhulu. 596 00:35:26,140 --> 00:35:27,730 Ngangivame ukulimala kakhulu. 597 00:35:27,770 --> 00:35:30,230 Ngangivame ukuwela othandweni kakhulu. 598 00:35:30,270 --> 00:35:32,230 Ngoba ngithanda abesifazane abahle! 599 00:35:32,270 --> 00:35:35,230 Ngagcina ngiwenza kanjani lobu buciko! 600 00:35:35,610 --> 00:35:39,240 Ngingathanda ukuba sebudlelwaneni futhi ngizinze. 601 00:35:39,280 --> 00:35:41,800 Empeleni, ngingathanda ukuba sezweni langaphandle ndawana thize 602 00:35:41,820 --> 00:35:45,410 thanda nomuntu ongamazi ngokuphelele, kodwa anginankinga nokuba 603 00:35:45,450 --> 00:35:48,450 ngizinikele, futhi anginandaba nokuwela othandweni, 604 00:35:48,500 --> 00:35:50,600 futhi anginankinga nokuthi kungaba okwesikhashana, 605 00:35:50,620 --> 00:35:52,920 ngoba izikhathi zesikhashana, 606 00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:55,800 yilokho okunikeza ukuphila kulo msebenzi. 607 00:36:00,630 --> 00:36:03,120 Ubuciko bekulokhu kuwuthando lwami lokuqala ... umama uzokutshela 608 00:36:03,140 --> 00:36:04,760 kusukela enganeni. 609 00:36:05,140 --> 00:36:07,890 Ngizwa sengathi ubuciko bami ngezabo bonke abantu. 610 00:36:08,980 --> 00:36:11,940 Ngizihlanganisa nazo zonke izinhlobo zabantu. 611 00:36:12,810 --> 00:36:15,270 Ngihamba ngenhliziyo evulekile. 612 00:36:16,440 --> 00:36:18,730 Ngingafunda okuthile kuwo wonke umuntu. 613 00:36:20,360 --> 00:36:24,570 Ngokwabelana ngendaba yakho, yileyo ndlela ohlanganisa ngayo abantu. 614 00:36:27,660 --> 00:36:31,000 Ngithanda ukuya lapho kunephathi khona, 615 00:36:31,040 --> 00:36:35,580 futhi ngithanda ukuza ekhaya ngokuthula nangokuthula. 616 00:36:37,170 --> 00:36:41,630 Ngikhule ngisithokozela kakhulu isikhathi sami sodwa; 617 00:36:41,670 --> 00:36:43,470 Ngiyavuma. 618 00:36:47,180 --> 00:36:51,310 Ngifuna ukudala ubuciko, uthando, ukuthandwa, 619 00:36:51,350 --> 00:36:55,150 nginakekele izilwane zami, nginakekele umndeni wami, 620 00:36:55,190 --> 00:36:57,770 ukwabelana ngempilo yami nomhlaba . 621 00:36:58,860 --> 00:37:00,940 Isihogo?! 622 00:37:09,870 --> 00:37:13,830 Lapho umama eshona, umamncane wayengumama wami wesibili. 623 00:37:16,540 --> 00:37:17,840 Ungingenise . 624 00:37:17,880 --> 00:37:19,670 Ushintshe impilo yami kakhulu. 625 00:37:19,960 --> 00:37:21,340 Igama lami ngu-Greta Allen. 626 00:37:21,380 --> 00:37:24,720 Ngingowesifazane oneminyaka engu-76 ubudala. 627 00:37:24,760 --> 00:37:26,390 Uyithanda kanjani leyo? 628 00:37:26,430 --> 00:37:27,010 Ungumalumekazi wami! 629 00:37:27,050 --> 00:37:31,560 Mina... Ngingudadewabo kamama kaTr... Trevon. 630 00:37:31,600 --> 00:37:33,980 Ubengoyena mkhulu. 631 00:37:34,770 --> 00:37:37,020 Lona umama wami. 632 00:37:37,060 --> 00:37:40,360 Umama washona ngineminyaka engu-13. 633 00:37:40,650 --> 00:37:42,210 Wayehamba nalo mfana, 634 00:37:42,230 --> 00:37:44,400 futhi wayenegciwane, 635 00:37:44,450 --> 00:37:46,820 futhi wayengakwazi . 636 00:37:46,910 --> 00:37:49,870 I-AIDS, yileyondlela adlula ngayo. 637 00:37:49,910 --> 00:37:52,220 Bengifuna ibe sendaweni lapho wonke umuntu engabona khona 638 00:37:52,240 --> 00:37:54,000 umama wami. 639 00:37:55,080 --> 00:37:57,380 Lapho umama wakhe edlula, 640 00:37:57,420 --> 00:37:59,540 Bengikhona lapho ngenxa yakhe. 641 00:37:59,590 --> 00:38:00,900 Sasivame ukwenza izinto eziningi ndawonye: 642 00:38:00,920 --> 00:38:02,900 dlalani ndawonye, dlalani i-basketball ndawonye, 643 00:38:02,920 --> 00:38:04,420 wena k izinto ezihlukile. 644 00:38:04,470 --> 00:38:06,050 Kodwa sasihlala sindawonye. 645 00:38:06,090 --> 00:38:08,220 Ngesikhathi uTrevon esemncane, 646 00:38:08,260 --> 00:38:11,100 Uhlale engitshela, uthi, "Ngifuna ukufana nawe ngelinye ilanga." 647 00:38:11,140 --> 00:38:12,910 Ngangingazi ukuthi ukhuluma ngani. 648 00:38:12,930 --> 00:38:14,390 Lokho abekhuluma  ngakho. 649 00:38:16,600 --> 00:38:20,360 Ngangikuthanda, ngoba sasikwazi ukuhlobana! 650 00:38:22,440 --> 00:38:25,860 Mina nomkami, sesineminyaka engu-21 sindawonye. 651 00:38:26,150 --> 00:38:28,910 Angikaze ngihlukane, angikaze ngimkhohlise, 652 00:38:28,950 --> 00:38:30,740 futhi ngiyamthanda kuze kube sekufa. 653 00:38:30,780 --> 00:38:34,080 Uthando luyinto ebaluleke kakhulu 654 00:38:34,120 --> 00:38:38,620 Futhi ngiyaziqhenya ngalokho engiyikho, nakuba ngiyisitabane. 655 00:38:38,670 --> 00:38:39,770 Anginendaba nokuthi abantu bacabangani. 656 00:38:39,790 --> 00:38:40,940 Ucabanga ukuthi ngiyakukhathalela lokho abantu abakucabangayo?! 657 00:38:40,960 --> 00:38:42,630 Yehheni... Uxolo. 658 00:38:42,670 --> 00:38:44,920 Hhayi cha, anginjalo. 659 00:38:44,960 --> 00:38:46,610 Manje uyazi ukuthi ivelaphi. 660 00:38:51,140 --> 00:38:54,270 ♪ Insimbi yomculo we-hip-hop engapheli ♪ 661 00:38:54,310 --> 00:38:55,790 Umalume Purcell.- .. 662 00:38:55,810 --> 00:38:58,170 - Lokho... - Lowo nguMkhulu ekugcineni. 663 00:38:58,190 --> 00:38:59,650 Mina k futhi nguwe. 664 00:39:00,520 --> 00:39:02,270 Futhi ubani lo? 665 00:39:02,310 --> 00:39:03,940 Ngoba wena ukhokho wami. 666 00:39:05,360 --> 00:39:07,470 - Thatha it up! - Yebo, Gogo. 667 00:39:07,490 --> 00:39:10,450 EkaBaba leyo. 668 00:39:10,490 --> 00:39:11,640 Mkhulu! 669 00:39:11,660 --> 00:39:13,850 Lowo ngukhokho-khokho kakhokho wami. 670 00:39:13,870 --> 00:39:16,620 Nabazukulu bami bonke laba. 671 00:39:16,660 --> 00:39:18,310 Yimi ngedwa ingane kamama 672 00:39:18,330 --> 00:39:20,500 Kanye... uma ngihamba, yilokho! 673 00:39:20,540 --> 00:39:22,170 Alikho ifa 674 00:39:22,210 --> 00:39:25,130 Ngizizwa ngidinga izingane. 675 00:39:25,170 --> 00:39:26,960 Ugogo wami lo, 676 00:39:27,010 --> 00:39:29,430 Ubaba wami lowo. 677 00:39:30,220 --> 00:39:32,600 Futhi lokhu izimpophoma zami. 678 00:39:32,890 --> 00:39:35,680 Angazi noma kuningi engingakusho ngaye yini. 679 00:39:35,720 --> 00:39:38,930 Ugogo ungithumelele yona ngesikhathi edlula emhlabeni. 680 00:39:39,560 --> 00:39:42,810 Kimina, ifa lisho umugqa wegazi. 681 00:39:44,190 --> 00:39:46,340 Ngesikhathi soshintsho, ikakhulukazi uma ufuna okwengeziwe 682 00:39:46,360 --> 00:39:47,990 izici zobudoda, 683 00:39:48,030 --> 00:39:50,010 ufuna ukuthatha amahomoni, kunjalo. 684 00:39:50,030 --> 00:39:52,050 Ngangithatha ama-hormone isikhathi esifushane, 685 00:39:52,070 --> 00:39:55,620 sanquma ukuba nezingane. 686 00:39:55,740 --> 00:39:57,660 Bekumele kube maduze. 687 00:39:58,040 --> 00:40:02,330 Lapho ngiya ku-GYN yami ngolunye usuku, wangitshela ukuthi uthole, 688 00:40:02,370 --> 00:40:05,340 isigaba somdlavuza womlomo wesibeletho, 689 00:40:05,380 --> 00:40:09,300 nokuthi kufanele ngihlinzwe i-hysterectomy. 690 00:40:09,920 --> 00:40:13,510 Ngike ngabuyiselwa emuva kancane ngalokho, 691 00:40:13,550 --> 00:40:16,010 kuphela ngenxa yokuthi injongo yami eyinhloko ekuphileni, ngazizwa 692 00:40:16,060 --> 00:40:18,180 bekuwukuba nomndeni. 693 00:40:18,680 --> 00:40:23,350 Ngazitshela ukuthi angizukuthatha ama-hormone kuze kube 694 00:40:23,400 --> 00:40:27,650 singathola imali futhi okungenani ngimise amaqanda ami. 695 00:40:28,070 --> 00:40:30,650 Ukuthatha ama-hormone, cha izingane. 696 00:40:31,610 --> 00:40:34,490 Ngiyakhuleka kuyo ukuze ngilapheke. 697 00:40:37,580 --> 00:40:38,890 - Mahhala! - Isilevu! 698 00:40:38,910 --> 00:40:40,180 - Mahhala! - Isilevu! 699 00:40:40,200 --> 00:40:41,440 - Mahhala! - Isilevu! 700 00:40:41,460 --> 00:40:42,730 - Mahhala! - Isilevu! 701 00:40:42,750 --> 00:40:44,060 - Mahhala! - Isilevu! 702 00:40:44,080 --> 00:40:44,670 - Mahhala! - Isilevu! 703 00:40:44,710 --> 00:40:45,290 - Mahhala! - Isilevu! 704 00:40:45,330 --> 00:40:47,840 - Mahhala! - Isilevu! 705 00:40:47,880 --> 00:40:48,550 - Mahhala! - Isilevu! 706 00:40:48,590 --> 00:40:51,050 Umfowethu ngu-Chin. 707 00:40:51,090 --> 00:40:53,590 Sekuphele izinyanga eziyi-15 evalelwe, 708 00:40:53,630 --> 00:40:56,050 futhi akunabuntu. 709 00:40:56,100 --> 00:40:57,890 Akulungile. 710 00:40:57,930 --> 00:41:02,270 Kufanele simkhulule uChin, ngoba nakanjani simkhumbula kakhulu. 711 00:41:02,350 --> 00:41:04,940 Ngoba i-Chin i-trans, 712 00:41:04,980 --> 00:41:07,900 U-ICE akazi ukuthi enzeni ngaye! 713 00:41:07,940 --> 00:41:11,610 Ngakho bamfaka esitokisini eyedwa! 714 00:41:11,650 --> 00:41:15,740 Kuwuhlobo lokuhlushwa ngaphansi kwezivumelwano zamalungelo abantu! 715 00:41:15,780 --> 00:41:17,740 Kufanele sikhulule uChin manje! 716 00:41:17,780 --> 00:41:19,410 Mahhala Chin manje! 717 00:41:19,450 --> 00:41:21,370 Mahhala Chin manje! 718 00:41:22,790 --> 00:41:24,420 Lokhu kunzima kakhulu. 719 00:41:24,460 --> 00:41:26,710 UChin uhlangane nabantu abangalungile. 720 00:41:26,830 --> 00:41:28,710 Kuyadabukisa. 721 00:41:31,130 --> 00:41:33,920 Konke akwenza kwaba isela le-credit card. 722 00:41:33,970 --> 00:41:36,970 Akufani ne...icala lokuthi ubulala umuntu! 723 00:41:37,010 --> 00:41:38,260 Wenze isikhathi sakhe! 724 00:41:38,300 --> 00:41:39,950 Wenza isikhathi sakhe! 725 00:41:39,970 --> 00:41:41,450 Akadingi ukuvalelwa, 726 00:41:41,470 --> 00:41:45,270 bese kuba ne-Immigration ukuze ikubeke wedwa? 727 00:41:45,310 --> 00:41:47,610 Kufana nokufaka ingane yami ekhabetheni! 728 00:41:47,650 --> 00:41:48,940 Alikho iqhwa le-Chin?! 729 00:41:48,980 --> 00:41:50,270 Akukho ukuthula ku- ICE! 730 00:41:50,320 --> 00:41:51,030 Sivala lokhu ! 731 00:41:51,070 --> 00:41:53,610 - Ubani ovale lokhu?! - Sivala lokhu! 732 00:41:53,650 --> 00:41:55,970 - Ubani ovale lokhu?! - Sivala lokhu! 733 00:41:55,990 --> 00:41:58,140 - Ubani ovale lokhu?! - Sivala lokhu! 734 00:41:58,160 --> 00:42:01,410 - Ubani ovale lokhu?! - Sivala lokhu! 735 00:42:11,170 --> 00:42:13,150 Igama lami nginguTyquan Sanders. 736 00:42:13,170 --> 00:42:15,300 Ngiyindodana ka-Octavia. 737 00:42:17,010 --> 00:42:20,430 Ngaqala ukujwayelana no-Octavia. 738 00:42:21,140 --> 00:42:25,850 Yini eyangenza ngenze ukuhlinzwa okuphezulu manje uma ngiqhathanisa ngaleso sikhathi 739 00:42:25,890 --> 00:42:28,310 kungenxa yendodana yami. 740 00:42:28,350 --> 00:42:31,270 Angazi ukuthi uzozizwa kanjani ngalokho. 741 00:42:31,480 --> 00:42:35,320 Bengizibuza ukuthi... 742 00:42:35,360 --> 00:42:37,820 empeleni wayezoshintsha... 743 00:42:37,860 --> 00:42:38,990 noma cha. 744 00:42:39,030 --> 00:42:41,620 Wangitshela yona ngelinye ilanga. 745 00:42:41,700 --> 00:42:44,500 “Kule nyanga ngizokwenza ukuhlinzwa 746 00:42:44,540 --> 00:42:45,660 ukususa lokhu ." 747 00:42:45,700 --> 00:42:48,000 Ukwenza, izimpawu zezandla noma yini. 748 00:42:48,040 --> 00:42:49,500 Futhi... 749 00:42:49,540 --> 00:42:51,630 Ngathi "Kulungile, kuhle lokho!" 750 00:42:52,710 --> 00:42:55,170 Ngijabule ngomama wami. 751 00:42:56,760 --> 00:42:59,010 Uyangeseka kakhulu. 752 00:42:59,050 --> 00:43:01,050 ♪ Umculo onethemba we-ethereal ♪ 753 00:43:02,890 --> 00:43:04,700 Angikwazi ukulinda ukulala, 754 00:43:04,720 --> 00:43:06,560 bese bese uyavuka bese... 755 00:43:06,600 --> 00:43:09,850 akumele ngikuzwe lokhu damn... eduze kwesisu sami damn 756 00:43:09,900 --> 00:43:11,190 futhi. 757 00:43:14,070 --> 00:43:16,050 Bengilokhu nginzima kakhulu, 758 00:43:16,070 --> 00:43:19,700 futhi kwakuhlale kukhona, inkimbinkimbi ngemuva kwalokho, 759 00:43:19,740 --> 00:43:22,910 ngoba angizizwa ngingowesifazane. 760 00:43:25,240 --> 00:43:26,930 Umngane wami omkhulu ingoduso yami; 761 00:43:26,950 --> 00:43:29,830 konke esikwenzayo, sikwenza ndawonye. 762 00:43:29,920 --> 00:43:33,540 Indaba ikuye ukuthi usengene kwabesifazane. 763 00:43:34,040 --> 00:43:36,030 Sahlangana kanjani, Daniel, 764 00:43:36,050 --> 00:43:38,400 Angazi k ngoba... uyabona...akukho lutho lomuntu wesifazane 765 00:43:38,420 --> 00:43:40,050 ngami. 766 00:43:40,090 --> 00:43:43,430 Uma umthanda ngempela umuntu, angicabangi ukuthi lokho kuyoyeka 767 00:43:43,470 --> 00:43:45,560 ubudlelwano bakho. 768 00:43:46,310 --> 00:43:49,390 Sizoqala ukukunikeza imithi yokuphumula, 769 00:43:49,440 --> 00:43:51,730 ngakho kungani ungavalelisi. 770 00:43:54,270 --> 00:43:56,020 Ngiyakuthanda! 771 00:44:16,300 --> 00:44:21,380 ♪ Umculo wethenda we-ethereal ♪ 772 00:44:26,310 --> 00:44:28,620 mingaki iminyaka sazana? 773 00:44:28,640 --> 00:44:29,980 Kunini Daniel? 774 00:44:30,520 --> 00:44:32,330 Isho kahle ngicela? 775 00:44:32,350 --> 00:44:33,810 Daniel... 776 00:44:33,850 --> 00:44:34,770 kancane. 777 00:44:34,810 --> 00:44:36,480 Ama-soundbites. 778 00:44:36,520 --> 00:44:38,980 Ufuna ngikhulume ngani manje? 779 00:44:41,530 --> 00:44:43,570 Yini okufanele sikhulume ngayo? 780 00:44:45,490 --> 00:44:48,240 Sengiboshiwe iminyaka emithathu manje. 781 00:44:48,660 --> 00:44:53,460 Kuleso siboshwa, ngangifuna ukuzibulala, 782 00:44:53,500 --> 00:44:55,130 ngoba bengizo... 783 00:44:55,170 --> 00:44:57,290 Ngangingazi ukuthi ngenzeni. 784 00:44:57,340 --> 00:45:01,170 Ngenkathi bebeka lokhu endaweni lapha eTexas, 785 00:45:01,220 --> 00:45:02,970 bangiphatha kancono. 786 00:45:03,010 --> 00:45:07,430 Ngifuna abantu bazi impilo engadlula kuyo njenge... 787 00:45:08,220 --> 00:45:10,100 isifiki. 788 00:45:10,430 --> 00:45:12,350 Nginezimangalo ezintathu, kulungile? 789 00:45:12,390 --> 00:45:14,650 Eyodwa, e-Asian; 790 00:45:14,690 --> 00:45:18,480 okubili, ngingowesilisa oshintshe ubulili; 791 00:45:18,520 --> 00:45:22,110 futhi ezintathu, nginesizinda sobugebengu. 792 00:45:22,740 --> 00:45:25,820 Ku-'The Aggressives,' angikaze ngikhulume ngomuntu wami siqu 793 00:45:25,860 --> 00:45:27,280 ukuphila. 794 00:45:27,990 --> 00:45:32,500 Mina nodadewethu, sizikhulisele okwethu. 795 00:45:35,370 --> 00:45:39,710 Asikhulanga emndenini ovamile wase-Asia. 796 00:45:39,750 --> 00:45:42,340 Abazali bethu bahlukana sisebancane. 797 00:45:42,380 --> 00:45:44,360 Sasisekhaya sonke, umama wathi, 798 00:45:44,380 --> 00:45:45,820 Ngizophela ngokushesha okukhulu; 799 00:45:45,840 --> 00:45:49,180 Ngizolanda okuthile," futhi akabange esabuya. 800 00:45:49,560 --> 00:45:52,520 Ubaba wethu wasala ekhulisa izingane ezintathu eyedwa neyakhe 801 00:45:52,560 --> 00:45:54,180 usizo lukamama. 802 00:45:56,400 --> 00:45:59,190 Ugogo wayevame ukungikhuluma kabi, 803 00:45:59,230 --> 00:46:03,190 ungasho, futhi wenze ukuzethemba kwami kube phansi, 804 00:46:03,240 --> 00:46:05,530 ungenze ngazizwa ngimubi, futhi... 805 00:46:07,070 --> 00:46:10,030 angizange ngibheke... 806 00:46:10,080 --> 00:46:12,540 njengomzukulu amfunayo... 807 00:46:12,580 --> 00:46:17,040 owesifazane, muhle, edlala upiyano, izinto ezinjalo. 808 00:46:17,330 --> 00:46:19,330 Mina ngangihlukile. 809 00:46:19,540 --> 00:46:23,050 UChin waphendukela emgwaqeni ngoba ezizwa engathandwa. 810 00:46:23,090 --> 00:46:26,380 Wayengenalo uhlelo lokusekela ayelufuna, 811 00:46:26,430 --> 00:46:30,850 lapho okumele athandwe khona, amukelwe ngalokho ayikho. 812 00:46:30,930 --> 00:46:32,910 Ukuba semgwaqeni kwakunzima. 813 00:46:32,930 --> 00:46:35,570 Akekho ongasho ukuthi ubungenzani uma ungenayo 814 00:46:35,600 --> 00:46:37,230 indawo yokubeka ikhanda lakho, 815 00:46:37,270 --> 00:46:39,730 ningabi nazingubo, ningabi nakudla. 816 00:46:39,770 --> 00:46:43,570 Futhi uChin wabanjwa esixukwini esingalungile sabantu. 817 00:46:43,610 --> 00:46:45,740 Lokho kungaba noma yimuphi wethu. 818 00:46:45,780 --> 00:46:47,860 UChin usebenzise isikhathi sakhe. 819 00:46:48,950 --> 00:46:51,120 Kwenzekeni ngamathuba esibili? 820 00:46:51,160 --> 00:46:54,950 Kwenzekeni, ukuthi uhlelo lweqhwa lufaneleka kanjani 821 00:46:55,000 --> 00:46:57,040 ukusebenza empeleni? 822 00:46:59,170 --> 00:47:00,980 UChin ugcine ekulesi simo... 823 00:47:01,000 --> 00:47:02,980 Ubambekile ekuvalelweni kwabokufika... 824 00:47:03,000 --> 00:47:07,380 Ngoba, ekuqaleni, ngephutha elenziwe uhulumeni wase-US. 825 00:47:07,590 --> 00:47:11,800 Ngeshwa, wagcina esesimweni lapho ephoqwe khona 826 00:47:11,850 --> 00:47:13,790 ukwenza umsebenzi othile ongekho emthethweni. 827 00:47:13,810 --> 00:47:15,620 Lokho kubizwa ngokuthi "ukushushumbiswa kwabantu." 828 00:47:15,640 --> 00:47:17,460 Izisulu zokushushumbiswa akumele zivalelwe 829 00:47:17,480 --> 00:47:18,060 ukuvalelwa; 830 00:47:18,100 --> 00:47:21,480 iku-Trafficking Victims Victims Act! 831 00:47:21,520 --> 00:47:24,440 Bayazi ukuthi amacala akhe ahlobene nokushushumbiswa kwabantu. 832 00:47:24,480 --> 00:47:27,110 Isizathu sokuthi wayesengozini kwasekuqaleni kwakungenxa 833 00:47:27,150 --> 00:47:29,150 Iphutha lokuthuthela kwelinye izwe! 834 00:47:29,200 --> 00:47:32,240 Ngifuna ukunqoba icala lami futhi ngihlale... 835 00:47:33,700 --> 00:47:35,620 eMelika. 836 00:47:35,660 --> 00:47:37,020 Kumele nginakekele ubaba wami, 837 00:47:37,040 --> 00:47:38,620 noma yini . 838 00:47:38,660 --> 00:47:40,420 Ngiyingane yakhe yokuqala. 839 00:47:46,840 --> 00:47:50,130 Ngibuzwa kakhulu ukuthi kungani u-Chin ehloselwe ukuba yikho 840 00:47:50,180 --> 00:47:51,800 abanjelwe esitokisini njengalokhu. 841 00:47:51,840 --> 00:47:53,300 "Ingabe yingoba ungumuntu oshintsha ubulili? 842 00:47:53,350 --> 00:47:55,310 Ingabe ingoba ungum-Asian?” 843 00:47:55,680 --> 00:47:59,940 Empeleni ngicabanga ukuthi yingoba u-transgender. 844 00:48:00,230 --> 00:48:03,690 Okwenzeka manje ukuthi siqhubeke nokulwa. 845 00:48:03,730 --> 00:48:05,840 Kunento eyodwa ummeli wami ayisho kimi; 846 00:48:05,860 --> 00:48:06,980 uthe... 847 00:48:07,030 --> 00:48:10,150 uzongilwela kuze kube... 848 00:48:10,200 --> 00:48:14,120 izandla zakhe... ngisho izandla zakhe zibheke odongeni. 849 00:48:15,240 --> 00:48:16,490 Lokho... 850 00:48:16,540 --> 00:48:18,200 lokho ngempela. 851 00:48:31,050 --> 00:48:33,300 Angikaze ngiyithande iNew York. 852 00:48:33,590 --> 00:48:36,470 I-New York ayikaze ibe into yami. 853 00:48:37,890 --> 00:48:41,690 Abantu abaningi, abazalelwa lapha 854 00:48:41,730 --> 00:48:43,230 ukulwa ukuze uphume, 855 00:48:43,270 --> 00:48:46,820 futhi abantu abaningi abangebona abasuka lapha balwela ukungena. 856 00:48:55,910 --> 00:48:57,580 Iminyaka eyisishiyagalombili ende. 857 00:48:58,910 --> 00:49:01,830 Angikaze ngicabange ukuthi ngizoba nomuntu isikhathi eside kangaka. 858 00:49:05,130 --> 00:49:07,880 Sanquma ukubuya ngoba 859 00:49:07,920 --> 00:49:09,900 kwakukude kakhulu nomndeni, 860 00:49:09,920 --> 00:49:12,550 bese kuthi uJade ahlinzwe. 861 00:49:12,590 --> 00:49:16,680 Nami ngiyakwenza, kodwa sekukonke, ukuhlinzwa kukaJade kusethwa kuqala. 862 00:49:20,270 --> 00:49:23,390 Kufanele ngikhiphe izimila zami zezinqe kanye ne-silicone yami 863 00:49:23,440 --> 00:49:25,060 imijovo. 864 00:49:25,350 --> 00:49:29,520 Udokotela wami uthe kuzoqala ukuba yinkinga yezempilo kimi. 865 00:49:29,940 --> 00:49:32,740 Bengisembonini yokudansa, futhi, 866 00:49:32,780 --> 00:49:35,740 ngibuka amanye amantombazane nemali abeyenza, 867 00:49:35,780 --> 00:49:40,200 futhi, ngimncane... futhi ngangineminyaka engu-18 kuphela. 868 00:49:42,290 --> 00:49:45,920 Ukube bengikwazi ukushintsha okuthile, bengingeke ngikuthole. 869 00:49:48,790 --> 00:49:49,750 Selokhu ngibuyile, 870 00:49:49,800 --> 00:49:51,880 Angikaze ngiye kudokotela. 871 00:49:52,090 --> 00:49:54,470 Ngesikhathi ngizama ukubiza umtholampilo, 872 00:49:54,510 --> 00:49:58,260 qala ukukhuluma ngenqubo ye-hysterectomy, 873 00:49:58,300 --> 00:50:00,260 bekukubi. 874 00:50:00,310 --> 00:50:01,950 Ucingo luhambe kanje: 875 00:50:01,970 --> 00:50:04,310 "Ufonela umtholampilo oqondile mnumzane?" 876 00:50:04,350 --> 00:50:06,120 "Yebo, ngishayela umtholampilo ofanele." 877 00:50:06,140 --> 00:50:08,810 "Ufonele umkakho mnumzane?" 878 00:50:08,860 --> 00:50:09,480 "Cha. 879 00:50:09,520 --> 00:50:12,110 Ngiyafona ukuze ngizibekele i-aphoyintimenti." 880 00:50:12,150 --> 00:50:13,610 Ngakho bese ngiyachaza: 881 00:50:13,650 --> 00:50:14,400 "Ngingu-trans, 882 00:50:14,400 --> 00:50:17,450 udokotela wami ucabanga ukuthi kungcono ukuthi ngihlinzwe isibeletho." 883 00:50:17,490 --> 00:50:19,120 "Kulungile, miss." 884 00:50:19,160 --> 00:50:21,310 "Cha, ngikutshelile ukuthi ngi-trans." 885 00:50:21,330 --> 00:50:23,910 Angikaze ngihambe nabo. 886 00:50:24,000 --> 00:50:27,080 Angazi kwenzakalani ngami. 887 00:50:28,040 --> 00:50:29,290 Uma usuzinzile efulethini, 888 00:50:29,330 --> 00:50:32,630 Ngihlela ukuthatha zonke izinyathelo ezidingekayo. 889 00:50:33,550 --> 00:50:36,630 Njengomuntu we-trans, kunzima . 890 00:50:53,020 --> 00:50:54,610 Khuphuka! 891 00:50:56,570 --> 00:50:58,110 Woza lapha! 892 00:51:01,030 --> 00:51:02,490 Uyaqopha manje?! 893 00:51:08,420 --> 00:51:11,330 Ngizwa sengathi kukhona okwenzile, wakhipha umata ngaphansi kwami 894 00:51:11,380 --> 00:51:13,300 izinyawo, njenge... 895 00:51:13,380 --> 00:51:15,840 ngoba kwenzeke ngokungazelelwe. 896 00:51:15,920 --> 00:51:18,240 Ngizizwa ngilahlekile futhi ngididekile. 897 00:51:18,260 --> 00:51:20,340 ♪ Umculo we-melancholy ♪ 898 00:51:20,390 --> 00:51:22,890 Ngilungiselela isikhumbuzo sikamama, 899 00:51:22,930 --> 00:51:24,510 futhi ngithola... 900 00:51:24,560 --> 00:51:29,640 zonke izithombe zikamama ndawonye ukuze senze umbukiso wamaslayidi. 901 00:51:30,060 --> 00:51:34,230 Wayekade elwa nomdlavuza wesinye. 902 00:51:34,270 --> 00:51:35,820 Washaywa unhlangothi. 903 00:51:35,860 --> 00:51:38,050 Futhi, samphuthumisa esibhedlela, 904 00:51:42,240 --> 00:51:45,870 Nguye lo ngesikhathi ekhulelwe mina ngeminyaka yawo'70s. 905 00:51:46,290 --> 00:51:49,370 Futhi leli ijazi lakhe loboya elidumile. 906 00:51:49,580 --> 00:51:52,380 Futhi lokhu kukithi sonke ndawonye... 907 00:51:52,420 --> 00:51:55,170 Mina kanye nazo zonke izingane zakithi nomama wami. 908 00:51:56,800 --> 00:51:59,880 Wayenesiphithiphithi esemncane! 909 00:51:59,930 --> 00:52:02,180 Sibukeka sifana. 910 00:52:03,260 --> 00:52:05,680 Lezi izinkumbulo zakhe. 911 00:52:07,600 --> 00:52:09,580 Iqiniso lokuthi kwaba ngokuzumayo, 912 00:52:09,600 --> 00:52:11,520 kwakungeyona... 913 00:52:13,610 --> 00:52:16,400 bekungalindelekile. 914 00:52:23,320 --> 00:52:25,700 Ngi... 915 00:52:25,990 --> 00:52:29,410 Ngizibeke esikhathini sokuvala isikhashana . 916 00:52:43,800 --> 00:52:46,470 Ucabanga ukuthi kunesikhathi esiningi futhi... 917 00:52:46,510 --> 00:52:48,810 awazi? 918 00:52:48,850 --> 00:52:49,430 Futhi... 919 00:52:49,470 --> 00:52:51,770 yiyona nto leyo, ngempilo, 920 00:52:51,810 --> 00:52:53,100 kufana ... 921 00:52:53,140 --> 00:52:55,900 awazi. 922 00:52:57,690 --> 00:53:00,320 Ngezinye izikhathi ngizizwa ngidabukile, kodwa ngezinye izikhathi ngizizwa ngibuhlungu kakhulu, 923 00:53:01,860 --> 00:53:03,740 enamandla. 924 00:53:04,860 --> 00:53:07,580 Ngoba ngizwa sengathi unami 925 00:53:09,490 --> 00:53:12,250 Futhi Ngiyazi ukuthi uyaziqhenya. 926 00:53:16,000 --> 00:53:17,790 Kuhle. 927 00:53:28,430 --> 00:53:31,600 Ngiphethe ithoshi lomndeni wami manje. 928 00:53:32,230 --> 00:53:35,690 Kwaze kwaba yilapho sengimdala lapho ngabona khona ukuthi wathatha 929 00:53:35,730 --> 00:53:37,170 isikhathi sokungazi. 930 00:53:37,190 --> 00:53:39,320 Ungidonsela epaki. 931 00:53:39,360 --> 00:53:41,010 Lokho kwangenza ngakhula 932 00:53:41,030 --> 00:53:43,110 ngimazisa ngaye. 933 00:53:43,400 --> 00:53:47,160 Futhi kwangibonisa ukuthi wangamukela njengoba ngiyikho. 934 00:53:47,320 --> 00:53:49,490 Lokho kwenze ibhondi  yethu yaqina. 935 00:53:49,530 --> 00:53:50,790 Woza lapha! 936 00:53:55,210 --> 00:53:56,860 Lo muzwa ngiwuzwa kahle 937 00:53:56,880 --> 00:53:58,960 kungokwesikhashana. 938 00:53:59,040 --> 00:54:00,960 Lokho, Ngiyazi. 939 00:54:03,720 --> 00:54:07,800 Kuthatha isikhathi ukufika endaweni yokwelapha. 940 00:54:24,110 --> 00:54:27,490 Ngijabule kakhulu ngokuba lapha. 941 00:54:28,950 --> 00:54:31,700 Kungumvuthwandaba womsebenzi omningi kubantu abaningi. 942 00:54:31,740 --> 00:54:34,370 Baningi abantu abasifikise lapha namuhla, 943 00:54:34,410 --> 00:54:36,870 futhi angikwazi ukulinda ukubona u-Chin. 944 00:54:42,920 --> 00:54:44,380 Sawubona! 945 00:54:44,420 --> 00:54:46,220 Ubukeka umuhle! 946 00:54:47,260 --> 00:54:48,390 Sawubona, Daniel! 947 00:54:48,430 --> 00:54:49,890 Ngigone! 948 00:54:49,930 --> 00:54:53,260 Ungakholwa ukuthi ngimi lapha ngikhuluma nawe?! 949 00:54:53,310 --> 00:54:54,600 Futhi Lynly! 950 00:54:54,640 --> 00:54:56,730 - Nkulunkulu wami! - Futhi uMnu Bailey! 951 00:54:56,770 --> 00:54:58,250 - Yebo! - Sinqobile! 952 00:54:58,270 --> 00:55:00,090 Wonke amaphepha ami omthetho nokunye. 953 00:55:00,110 --> 00:55:01,560 Iminyaka emibili! 954 00:55:01,610 --> 00:55:02,400 Uzizwa kanjani? 955 00:55:02,440 --> 00:55:05,240 Ngijabulile... 956 00:55:05,280 --> 00:55:07,780 ngilungele uhambo lwami olusha. 957 00:55:07,820 --> 00:55:12,910 ♪ Umculo ovusa imizwa ♪ 958 00:55:19,460 --> 00:55:21,610 Ngathola ucingo, futhi ngaluthola 959 00:55:21,630 --> 00:55:23,250 "Ini?!" 960 00:55:23,420 --> 00:55:25,420 ULynly akazange aphele amandla. 961 00:55:25,460 --> 00:55:27,280 Cha, akunjalo. 962 00:55:27,300 --> 00:55:29,780 Kulungile, Chin, yini into yokuqala ozoyenza? 963 00:55:29,800 --> 00:55:31,800 Yidla ukudla okumnandi. 964 00:55:31,850 --> 00:55:33,690 Geza. 965 00:55:35,140 --> 00:55:36,330 - Ngiyabonga. - Siyakwamukela ekhaya. 966 00:55:36,350 --> 00:55:38,560 Ngiyabonga, ngiyabonga . 967 00:55:39,640 --> 00:55:41,100 Daniel, ulungile? 968 00:55:42,440 --> 00:55:42,940 - Ngiyabonga, Daniel! - Ngiyakuthanda! 969 00:55:42,980 --> 00:55:45,000 Nami ngiyakuthanda! Ngizokufonela kusasa! 970 00:55:45,020 --> 00:55:46,780 Jabulela ubusuku bakho! 971 00:56:11,010 --> 00:56:14,100 Unyaka bese ushintsha kamuva. 972 00:56:14,300 --> 00:56:15,870 Amazwi awakwazi ngisho ukuhlanganisa indlela engizizwa ngayo; 973 00:56:15,890 --> 00:56:19,430 indlela engijabule ngayo ngami njengamanje. 974 00:56:20,850 --> 00:56:22,830 Isikhathi esiningi, kwakungabuhlungu. 975 00:56:22,850 --> 00:56:25,190 Ngangingekho, ubuhlungu noma yini efana naleyo. 976 00:56:25,230 --> 00:56:27,110 Bekuluma. 977 00:56:27,730 --> 00:56:30,210 Ngempela, uma umuntu efuna ukwenza into enjalo, 978 00:56:30,240 --> 00:56:32,990 lokho kuwutshalomali olungcono kakhulu ongakwenzela 979 00:56:33,030 --> 00:56:34,620 ngokwakho. 980 00:56:36,530 --> 00:56:38,180 Angisenaye nalowo wesifazane; 981 00:56:38,200 --> 00:56:41,660 sasi..., sasindawonye, ​​asikho ndawonye. 982 00:56:44,040 --> 00:56:45,570 Ingabe ukuhlinzwa kwakuhlobene 983 00:56:45,590 --> 00:56:47,000 ukuhlukana? 984 00:56:47,050 --> 00:56:49,630 Cha, lokho bekungahlangene nhlobo nokuhlukana. 985 00:56:50,380 --> 00:56:54,340 Kodwa kulungile angicabangi ukuthi angifuni ubudlelwano obuzibophezele, 986 00:56:54,390 --> 00:56:55,050 cha. 987 00:56:55,050 --> 00:56:57,560 Kwesinye isikhathi, uma uphuma ebudlelwaneni obude, 988 00:56:57,600 --> 00:57:01,180 ngokujulile, udinga ukuba nesikhathi ... 989 00:57:01,230 --> 00:57:03,850 zilaphe, uyakuthola engikushoyo? 990 00:57:04,350 --> 00:57:08,530 Noma ngabe yiziphi izinguquko engibhekana nazo empilweni, 991 00:57:08,570 --> 00:57:13,240 kimi, ngisa... 992 00:57:13,280 --> 00:57:13,950 uthola engikushoyo? 993 00:57:13,950 --> 00:57:16,910 Ngakho-ke ngiyakwazi ukuzihlanganisa nabo kancane kunalokho, 994 00:57:16,950 --> 00:57:18,990 umfana omaphakathi. 995 00:57:19,910 --> 00:57:25,000 ♪ Umculo we-ambient othuthukisayo ♪ 996 00:57:29,960 --> 00:57:33,050 Ngisengumuntu ofanayo; lokho akukushintshi, 997 00:57:33,090 --> 00:57:34,590 uthola engikushoyo? 998 00:57:36,590 --> 00:57:38,580 Ushintsha ukubukeka kwakho, 999 00:57:38,600 --> 00:57:40,410 Akukushintshi wena, umphefumulo wakho ongaphakathi, 1000 00:57:40,430 --> 00:57:42,520 njengakho ngaphakathi yakho. 1001 00:57:45,440 --> 00:57:47,230 Ngisengumuntu ofanayo. 1002 00:58:19,100 --> 00:58:21,160 Ngingumuntu wobudlelwane; 1003 00:58:21,180 --> 00:58:23,310 yilokho engikwenzayo . 1004 00:58:23,350 --> 00:58:26,390 Umgomo wami wokugcina umndeni, umshado, izingane. 1005 00:58:27,810 --> 00:58:30,150 U-Jade ngeke abe nayo, 1006 00:58:30,190 --> 00:58:32,280 iqhubeka ngokwakha kabusha 1007 00:58:32,320 --> 00:58:34,900 futhi kufanele kulungiswe yonke into. 1008 00:58:38,030 --> 00:58:40,830 Ngifake isikhwama sakho yetiye e... 1009 00:58:40,870 --> 00:58:44,290 Ngiqagele u-8:20, ngakho-ke u-8:35, kufanele uqhamuke. 1010 00:58:44,330 --> 00:58:46,410 Ngigijimela esitolo. 1011 00:58:47,540 --> 00:58:49,150 Ngizowabamba la maqanda. 1012 00:58:49,170 --> 00:58:50,130 Kulungile. 1013 00:58:50,170 --> 00:58:51,820 Ungakwazi yini ukwenza ama-sausage patties? 1014 00:58:52,550 --> 00:58:54,750 Ngoba ngicabanga ukuthi uzovuka uma sesihamba. 1015 00:58:58,640 --> 00:59:03,140 Sibuyele ePalms ngoba uJade wahlinzwa kuye 1016 00:59:03,180 --> 00:59:06,140 butt, wayisusa, ngakho konke, 1017 00:59:06,180 --> 00:59:08,850 akafuni ukuba seNew York 1018 00:59:08,900 --> 00:59:11,690 ngokubukeka kwakhe, ngiqagele, enjalo. 1019 00:59:11,730 --> 00:59:15,280 Kodwa mina, ngikhetha yona lapha. 1020 00:59:15,780 --> 00:59:18,820 Ngethemba, singaba yi-bi-costal futhi sibe yizinyoni zeqhwa, 1021 00:59:18,860 --> 00:59:21,620 futhi, buyela emuva naphambili. 1022 00:59:24,370 --> 00:59:27,500 Bengilokhu ngibuyela ePalms... 1023 00:59:27,540 --> 00:59:29,790 kancane selokhu ngahlangana no-Jade. 1024 00:59:33,210 --> 00:59:36,050 Sathatha uhambo lokuphuma lapha cishe eminyakeni eyisikhombisa edlule 1025 00:59:36,090 --> 00:59:36,840 futhi sakuthanda. 1026 00:59:36,880 --> 00:59:39,840 Besicabanga ukuthi ibingathengeki ngenxa yendlela ebiyinhle ngayo, 1027 00:59:39,880 --> 00:59:42,800 ngokushaqisayo, yayithengeka. 1028 00:59:43,100 --> 00:59:44,910 Kwaba njalo, babe, 1029 00:59:48,560 --> 00:59:50,350 Ngicela, ungaqophi izinqe zami. 1030 00:59:50,400 --> 00:59:53,400 Isinqe sami siyisicaba futhi ngiyazeseka ngakho. 1031 00:59:53,440 --> 00:59:57,030 Iyaqhubeka, izinkundla zokuxhumana, uma ubona amantombazane athile 1032 00:59:57,070 --> 00:59:59,700 ubheka ngandlela thize, uqala ukuzinyeza. 1033 00:59:59,740 --> 01:00:03,160 Uqala ukuthola izinto ezincane ezingalungile ngawe. 1034 01:00:03,660 --> 01:00:07,200 Ngicabanga ukuthi ngine-dysmorphia yomzimba. 1035 01:00:07,910 --> 01:00:10,080 Angikaze ngilithande ikhala lami. 1036 01:00:10,120 --> 01:00:12,880 Ngonyaka odlule, ngahamba ngenza ubuso bami bonke; 1037 01:00:12,920 --> 01:00:14,880 Ngaya e-Istanbul, Turkey. 1038 01:00:14,920 --> 01:00:17,550 Ngenza amehlo ekati, ngenza ukuphakamisa izihlathi, 1039 01:00:17,590 --> 01:00:22,550 ukuphakamisa izindebe, i-rhinoplasty, futhi ngenza izithasiselo ezinamafutha esilevini sami. 1040 01:00:22,590 --> 01:00:24,410 Ngaphinde ngenza ukufakelwa izinwele, 1041 01:00:24,430 --> 01:00:26,220 emashiya ami. 1042 01:00:26,720 --> 01:00:29,890 Ngangibukeka ngihluke kakhulu, wangenza ngazizwa 1043 01:00:29,930 --> 01:00:32,730 kancane ngathi akathandanga. 1044 01:00:32,770 --> 01:00:34,920 Ubethi "Liphi Ipipi lami"... ungibiza ngo"Pippi," 1045 01:00:34,940 --> 01:00:37,090 ngakho-ke "Buphi ubuso bePippi yami?" 1046 01:00:37,110 --> 01:00:39,240 Ngamdikibalisa uJade ukuthi ahlinzwe. 1047 01:00:39,280 --> 01:00:41,430 Ukuthi uphelele ngendlela ayiyo. 1048 01:00:41,450 --> 01:00:43,260 Angicabangi ukuthi uJade udinga ukuhlinzwa. 1049 01:00:43,280 --> 01:00:47,030 Akukona ngaye, yindlela engizizwa ngayo ngami. 1050 01:00:47,240 --> 01:00:48,770 Mangaki amasoseji owafunayo? 1051 01:00:48,790 --> 01:00:49,910 Ezine! 1052 01:00:49,950 --> 01:00:52,210 Ingane yami iyibeka phansi! 1053 01:00:52,830 --> 01:00:56,750 Ukuba noJade kwangifundisa ukwazisa... 1054 01:00:56,790 --> 01:00:59,130 umzimba wami ngendlela ehlukile. 1055 01:00:59,170 --> 01:01:02,800 Uma ngizibuka esibukweni, ngikahle ngengikubonayo. 1056 01:01:02,840 --> 01:01:04,260 Mancane kakhulu. 1057 01:01:04,300 --> 01:01:05,460 Bekufanele ngenze okuningi kwalokhu. 1058 01:01:06,800 --> 01:01:09,470 Ngaya kudokotela futhi, 1059 01:01:09,520 --> 01:01:13,600 ngiyabonga uNkulunkulu, ngikwazile ukuthola ukuthi anginakho 1060 01:01:13,640 --> 01:01:17,570 umdlavuza womlomo wesibeletho, nganginamaseli angavamile. 1061 01:01:18,980 --> 01:01:20,570 Okunye okukodwa! 1062 01:01:20,650 --> 01:01:22,430 Kwabaningi besilisa, 1063 01:01:22,450 --> 01:01:26,120 kungase kubangele ukuya ezintweni ezifana ne-OB-GYN ngoba 1064 01:01:26,160 --> 01:01:28,790 kufanele ubhekane nezingxenye zakho zesifazane. 1065 01:01:29,200 --> 01:01:32,960 Akulula ukuya emtholampilo wabesifazane uyindoda 1066 01:01:33,000 --> 01:01:35,120 futhi udinga amasevisi. 1067 01:01:37,040 --> 01:01:40,800 Uma ngikhuluma iqiniso, ngiyakugwema ukunakekelwa kwezempilo ngoba kuvusa imizwa 1068 01:01:40,840 --> 01:01:42,300 okwami, 1069 01:01:42,340 --> 01:01:45,090 ngakho yingakho ngingakwenzi. 1070 01:02:02,860 --> 01:02:04,490 Kunzima. 1071 01:02:04,530 --> 01:02:05,890 Kunzima ukudlula, 1072 01:02:05,910 --> 01:02:07,990 engibhekene nakho njengamanje. 1073 01:02:08,370 --> 01:02:11,330 Anginalo ikhaya elizinzile. 1074 01:02:11,370 --> 01:02:15,290 Ngihlala nosisi wami kanye nomlamu wami. 1075 01:02:15,790 --> 01:02:18,330 Namanje anginawo umsebenzi ngoba kusamele ngilinde 1076 01:02:18,380 --> 01:02:20,670 Ukuthuthela e... 1077 01:02:20,710 --> 01:02:23,170 ngibuyisele ikhadi lami eliluhlaza . 1078 01:02:24,720 --> 01:02:27,680 Ukuhlukumezeka engadlula kukho esikhathini esidlule, futhi... 1079 01:02:27,720 --> 01:02:32,470 ukuba se-Immigration, nendlela engangiphathwa ngayo... 1080 01:02:32,890 --> 01:02:35,850 ngenxa yokuthi ngidlulile, 1081 01:02:35,890 --> 01:02:37,980 kuyakwephula. 1082 01:02:38,060 --> 01:02:42,190 Kwadingeka ngiqine futhi ngibe nokholo kuNkulunkulu. 1083 01:02:42,230 --> 01:02:44,530 ♪ Umculo ogcwele ithemba ♪ 1084 01:02:44,570 --> 01:02:48,070 Ekuqaleni, i-PTSD yami yayiyimbi. 1085 01:02:48,110 --> 01:02:51,370 Ngangivuka ngicabanga ukuthi ngisavalelwe. 1086 01:02:52,950 --> 01:02:55,540 Angiboni ukuthi kwangiphazamisa. 1087 01:02:55,580 --> 01:02:58,830 Right ngigxile... 1088 01:02:59,250 --> 01:03:03,210 ukuba khona kukababa, ngiqinisekisa ukuthi ubaba ulungile. 1089 01:03:03,250 --> 01:03:05,670 Ngiphila usuku nosuku. 1090 01:03:06,170 --> 01:03:09,050 Ikusasa lakho ulibona linjani? 1091 01:03:09,090 --> 01:03:11,180 Lithini iphupho lakho? 1092 01:03:12,310 --> 01:03:14,560 Anginalo iphupho njengamanje. 1093 01:03:14,600 --> 01:03:17,060 Ngizoba qotho kuwe; angifuni. 1094 01:03:17,100 --> 01:03:20,770 Ukuthuthela kwelinye izwe kwangiphuca iphupho lami. 1095 01:03:23,110 --> 01:03:24,590 Ngiphila usuku nosuku, 1096 01:03:24,610 --> 01:03:27,030 futhi noma yini ezayo, iyeza. 1097 01:03:50,300 --> 01:03:53,720 Lokhu kungikhumbuza okuthile eminyakeni edlule. 1098 01:03:55,310 --> 01:03:57,600 Lesi simo sepaki kanye nebhentshi, 1099 01:03:57,640 --> 01:03:58,640 kanye nalo gwayi olubi. 1100 01:04:00,650 --> 01:04:02,630 Bengihlezi nginje kuleya dam 1101 01:04:02,650 --> 01:04:03,940 ividiyo, ndoda! 1102 01:04:03,980 --> 01:04:05,300 Ngihlezi ngibhema ugwayi omkhulu, 1103 01:04:05,320 --> 01:04:07,070 ukucabanga. 1104 01:04:08,820 --> 01:04:10,610 Ngikhule kakhulu. 1105 01:04:10,660 --> 01:04:13,280 Angisondeli ndawo, umuntu ofanayo. 1106 01:04:13,570 --> 01:04:16,950 Angifuni ukufakwa ngezigaba. 1107 01:04:16,990 --> 01:04:19,120 Ngifuna ukubizwa ngegama lami. 1108 01:04:19,160 --> 01:04:21,750 Nginegama ngesizathu ! 1109 01:04:22,830 --> 01:04:24,460 Yilokho kuphela! 1110 01:04:28,050 --> 01:04:32,130 Ngizizwa sengathi uzikhomba njengomuntu wesilisa 1111 01:04:32,180 --> 01:04:35,260 uhlobo olube nesandla ekuhlukumezekeni okuningi. 1112 01:04:36,510 --> 01:04:39,640 Usevele wadlula, okubi kakhulu. 1113 01:04:40,230 --> 01:04:42,480 Kwakukhona isikhathi lapho, 1114 01:04:42,520 --> 01:04:44,500 Bengingafuni ukukhuluma naye noma yini, 1115 01:04:44,520 --> 01:04:46,940 kodwa ngenze ukuthula naso. 1116 01:04:48,070 --> 01:04:50,820 Ukube bekusemandleni akhe ukuba khona, 1117 01:04:50,860 --> 01:04:52,950 ngabe ubelapho. 1118 01:04:55,030 --> 01:04:58,490 Kukhona, lokhu kucwaswa okuxakile nge... 1119 01:04:58,540 --> 01:05:01,160 Amadoda amnyama ngokujwayelekile, afana... 1120 01:05:01,210 --> 01:05:03,670 wenza into ethile, ubukeka ngendlela ethile, 1121 01:05:03,710 --> 01:05:05,960 ugqoka into ethize. 1122 01:05:07,880 --> 01:05:09,860 Ngakho-ke lapho bengibona futhi nginguye, hhayi lokho, 1123 01:05:09,880 --> 01:05:11,700 Ngicabanga ukuthi bacabanga ukuthi... 1124 01:05:11,720 --> 01:05:13,070 "Ngicabanga ukuthi uyisitabane" noma okunye, 1125 01:05:13,090 --> 01:05:15,390 futhi ngi 1126 01:05:15,430 --> 01:05:16,680 mina." 1127 01:05:16,720 --> 01:05:20,020 ♪ umculo othambile ophakamisayo ♪ 1128 01:05:20,060 --> 01:05:22,850 Ukuba nguwe ngokweqiniso, 1129 01:05:22,890 --> 01:05:26,190 ngaphandle kokuthi wonke umuntu uthini, 1130 01:05:26,230 --> 01:05:28,650 kuyakhuthaza kimi. 1131 01:05:28,730 --> 01:05:31,030 Ngiyaziqhenya ngomama wami. 1132 01:05:37,240 --> 01:05:39,220 Imbongolo yami endala ayikwazi ukukhuphuka onqenqemeni, 1133 01:05:39,240 --> 01:05:41,330 futhi kufanele ngikusize ! 1134 01:05:42,250 --> 01:05:44,500 Uyajabula. 1135 01:05:44,920 --> 01:05:46,900 Uhlala ezama ukungikhumbuza ukuthi, 1136 01:05:46,920 --> 01:05:49,210 Ngiyindodana yakhe, 1137 01:05:49,250 --> 01:05:50,780 akukho okuzoshintsha lokho, 1138 01:05:50,800 --> 01:05:53,720 futhi kanjani, uma kwenzeka okuthile kimi, 1139 01:05:53,760 --> 01:05:56,010 uzoba ngami . 1140 01:05:56,430 --> 01:06:00,390 Uma ungaba nanoma yiluphi uhlobo lwethegi ehlotshaniswa nawe, 1141 01:06:00,430 --> 01:06:03,060 okokuqala futhi okubalulekile, ungumama . 1142 01:06:03,100 --> 01:06:05,850 Indodana yami iyikho konke kimi. 1143 01:06:13,440 --> 01:06:15,860 Ngazise ukuthi ufuna ukudla ini ngesidlo sasemini. 1144 01:06:19,990 --> 01:06:21,100 - Ngizokubona ngemva kwesikhathi. - Uhlala ushaqisa umuntu. 1145 01:06:21,120 --> 01:06:22,600 - Ngizokubona ngemva kwesikhathi. - Ngiyakuthanda. 1146 01:06:22,620 --> 01:06:24,370 Nami ngiyakuthanda. 1147 01:06:25,620 --> 01:06:28,420 Lapho ngibuka ifilimu yokuqala, 1148 01:06:28,460 --> 01:06:30,090 kubonisiwe... 1149 01:06:30,130 --> 01:06:32,760 ukuthi u-Trevon ukhule kanjani kulokho . 1150 01:06:32,800 --> 01:06:35,260 Wayesemncane ngaleso sikhathi. 1151 01:06:35,340 --> 01:06:37,720 Ngangingamazi ngaleso sikhathi. 1152 01:06:38,640 --> 01:06:41,060 Kungumehluko ophelele. 1153 01:06:43,020 --> 01:06:45,290 Sisebenza isikhathi esengeziwe nesikhathi esiphindwe kabili 1154 01:06:45,310 --> 01:06:48,560 Ukuhlinzwa ka-Jade yokwakha kabusha. 1155 01:06:48,850 --> 01:06:52,070 Akukho ukulala, akukho ukuphumula, isikhathi esengeziwe esiqondile. 1156 01:06:55,820 --> 01:06:58,450 Sengifike lapho engingakhululeki khona 1157 01:06:58,490 --> 01:07:01,950 ukungabi nabantwana, kodwa ngikwamukele, 1158 01:07:06,040 --> 01:07:07,790 Ngaphambi kokuthi ngenze i-DoorDash, 1159 01:07:07,830 --> 01:07:10,580 Ngangivame ukusebenzela iqembu labantu abadala ekhaya. 1160 01:07:10,670 --> 01:07:12,360 Lapho ngiseyingane, umama wayegula. 1161 01:07:12,380 --> 01:07:15,630 Umama wami washona ngenxa yezimpawu ezihlobene ne-HIV, 1162 01:07:15,670 --> 01:07:19,640 ngakho-ke lapho ngineminyaka engu-12, umama wayegula, 1163 01:07:19,680 --> 01:07:21,970 kuze kube yilapho ngenza konke, 1164 01:07:23,180 --> 01:07:25,600 Sengijwayele ukunakekela abantu. 1165 01:07:27,850 --> 01:07:30,600 Ngiyaqinisekisa ukuthi bakithi. 1166 01:07:41,700 --> 01:07:44,660 Ngiyakuthanda ukusebenza i-DoorDash ngoba inginika amandla okwenza kube lula 1167 01:07:44,700 --> 01:07:45,410 engikufunayo. 1168 01:07:45,450 --> 01:07:48,660 Angilithandi igunya, ngakho ngithanda ukuba umphathi wami. 1169 01:07:48,710 --> 01:07:49,850 Wamukelekile, ube nosuku oluhle. 1170 01:07:49,870 --> 01:07:51,330 Nawe. 1171 01:07:54,040 --> 01:07:55,360 Lena ingxenye engcono kakhulu yosuku: 1172 01:07:55,380 --> 01:07:57,170 ukuthenga ukhula. 1173 01:07:58,260 --> 01:08:00,200 Kuyahlanya ukuthi, efilimini yokuqala, 1174 01:08:00,220 --> 01:08:03,350 U-Octavio uye ejele ngenxa yokhula. 1175 01:08:03,390 --> 01:08:05,810 - Ngiyabonga. - Ulahlekelwe yingane yakhe. 1176 01:08:06,430 --> 01:08:08,910 Wadlula kokuningi, empeleni ngento ethile 1177 01:08:08,930 --> 01:08:10,980 Manje kusemthethweni. 1178 01:08:14,570 --> 01:08:16,550 Uma sibuyela lapho, kukhona abantu, 1179 01:08:16,570 --> 01:08:18,360 bukhoma, njengokuthi kwesokudla... 1180 01:08:18,400 --> 01:08:21,200 bakwazi ukuphuma ngefasitela labo bazibambe. 1181 01:08:21,240 --> 01:08:22,870 Ngifisa ukuba kube yimi . 1182 01:08:22,910 --> 01:08:25,490 Ngifuna ukugibela intaba. 1183 01:08:27,290 --> 01:08:32,370 ♪ Umculo we-ambient othuthukisayo ♪ 1184 01:08:33,750 --> 01:08:36,750 Ngiphila i-surfer, impilo yokuzulazula, 1185 01:08:36,790 --> 01:08:40,510 futhi kuthatha amabhola ukuphila ngendlela engiphila ngayo. 1186 01:08:40,840 --> 01:08:46,060 Angiphili impilo yami ngendlela umphakathi obungayiphila... 1187 01:08:47,430 --> 01:08:52,390 thatha indoda yakho ekahle noma umuntu wakho ophumelelayo ophumelelayo. 1188 01:08:53,270 --> 01:08:55,400 Abantu abaningi... 1189 01:08:55,440 --> 01:08:58,900 bavame ukuhlala emingceleni kanye nemingcele kanye 1190 01:08:58,940 --> 01:09:02,570 izithiyo, futhi ngicabanga ukuthi ngiziphilela, 1191 01:09:02,610 --> 01:09:04,760 ngoba ngiyimi, ngiphila impilo yami, 1192 01:09:04,780 --> 01:09:07,790 ngenzeni, futhi ngigibele igagasi le... 1193 01:09:07,830 --> 01:09:09,580 okokholo. 1194 01:09:10,950 --> 01:09:15,120 Cishe yingakho impilo yami ikhipha lokhu kukhanya. 1195 01:09:17,790 --> 01:09:20,050 Angikwazi ukuduma lapha. 1196 01:09:21,130 --> 01:09:23,110 Woza, Daniel, kufanele ngiye emsebenzini! 1197 01:09:44,990 --> 01:09:46,320 Angizange ngibe no... 1198 01:09:46,370 --> 01:09:49,240 akekho ongangiqondisa ukuba... 1199 01:09:49,700 --> 01:09:51,750 ukuya enguqukweni. 1200 01:09:52,950 --> 01:09:55,020 Lapho sengiqedile ukuhlinzwa kwami ​​okuphezulu, 1201 01:09:55,040 --> 01:09:58,090 kwakungekho mayelana nokubukeka kwami. 1202 01:09:58,290 --> 01:10:00,960 Ngangingakhululekile, ngoba uma usukhumule izingubo zakho, 1203 01:10:01,010 --> 01:10:02,630 uyabona... 1204 01:10:02,670 --> 01:10:04,820 lokho mina nawe besingakhululekile neze, 1205 01:10:04,840 --> 01:10:07,090 futhi bengilokhu ngingakhululekile. 1206 01:10:08,680 --> 01:10:11,930 Yilapho engihlala khona lapho ngithatha ikhefu lami. 1207 01:10:12,220 --> 01:10:13,640 Kuyashisa lapho, 1208 01:10:14,390 --> 01:10:16,310 Lemme ngikhumule iphinifa yami. 1209 01:10:17,400 --> 01:10:19,340 Ngiyakujabulela ukusebenza kule ndawo yokudlela. 1210 01:10:19,360 --> 01:10:22,150 Bangiphatha kakuhle futhi... 1211 01:10:25,110 --> 01:10:27,820 Ngicabanga ukuthi ungase uthi "impilo evamile" manje. 1212 01:10:30,910 --> 01:10:33,500 Bengilokhu nginakekela ubaba wami. 1213 01:10:33,660 --> 01:10:35,540 Bengilokhu ngonga imali yami. 1214 01:10:35,580 --> 01:10:38,670 Ngizitholele ifulethi elihle eFlushing, Queens, 1215 01:10:38,710 --> 01:10:41,210 futhi mina nobaba sihlala ndawonye. 1216 01:10:41,250 --> 01:10:43,300 futhi senza okuhle. 1217 01:10:43,590 --> 01:10:45,840 Lapho ngifika ekhaya okokuqala, 1218 01:10:45,880 --> 01:10:48,010 NgiGoogle ngokwami. 1219 01:10:48,050 --> 01:10:49,470 Ngimangele. 1220 01:10:49,510 --> 01:10:52,640 Angizange ngikholwe indlela abantu abangeseka ngayo. 1221 01:10:54,560 --> 01:10:56,850 Ngiyabonga kakhulu. 1222 01:10:58,060 --> 01:11:02,690 Kuyinkinga ethinta inhliziyo kimi ngoba... 1223 01:11:03,940 --> 01:11:07,360 Ngisho ukuthi iMelika yikho kuphela engikwaziyo. 1224 01:11:21,090 --> 01:11:23,000 Ngingu-Chin... 1225 01:11:23,500 --> 01:11:27,840 futhi ngiphila impilo yami njengendoda, futhi yilokho. 1226 01:11:28,260 --> 01:11:33,010 Angidingi ilebula ukuchaza ukuthi ngingubani. 1227 01:11:36,140 --> 01:11:37,920 Ngenyanga ezayo, ngizoba neminyaka engu-50 ubudala. 1228 01:11:39,730 --> 01:11:42,400 Lokhu okungcono kakhulu... 1229 01:11:43,440 --> 01:11:46,240 Izinsuku ezinhle zempilo yami. 1230 01:11:47,440 --> 01:11:49,530 Nginokuthula. 1231 01:11:54,620 --> 01:11:59,710 ♪ Umculo othambile ophakamisayo ♪ 1232 01:12:05,170 --> 01:12:07,710 Usuku olusha. 1233 01:12:07,920 --> 01:12:11,260 Yisizini entsha empilweni yami njengamanje. 1234 01:12:11,550 --> 01:12:14,220 Ngibuyela emsebenzini wami. 1235 01:12:16,180 --> 01:12:18,730 Buyela ezinkanuko zami. 1236 01:12:18,930 --> 01:12:20,480 Ukuthatha izithombe. 1237 01:12:22,810 --> 01:12:24,730 Ukwenza ubuciko. 1238 01:12:26,190 --> 01:12:29,780 Bengilokhu ngenza umdwebo omningi... ifomu elingabonakali. 1239 01:12:29,820 --> 01:12:34,120 Ukuphuma nokuba ngumuntu oqanjiwe kanye neciko, 1240 01:12:34,160 --> 01:12:36,790 lokho pff, shit, awuphumi, 1241 01:12:36,830 --> 01:12:39,830 uzama ukuzitholela wena! 1242 01:12:39,870 --> 01:12:41,810 Umazisi yinto oyidalayo 1243 01:12:41,830 --> 01:12:43,460 ngokwakho ... into efana nobuciko. 1244 01:12:45,710 --> 01:12:48,760 Kuyinqubo, futhi ihlala ishintsha. 1245 01:12:49,260 --> 01:12:52,340 Kuwukuqondanisa ubumina nomphefumulo. 1246 01:12:57,010 --> 01:12:59,020 Ngiya-rap, ngenza ... 1247 01:12:59,060 --> 01:12:59,980 umculo we-punk. 1248 01:13:00,020 --> 01:13:02,980 Iveza okwami... 1249 01:13:03,020 --> 01:13:04,650 izindlela eziqinile. 1250 01:13:10,070 --> 01:13:12,490 Yilokhu esikwenzayo thina baculi. 1251 01:13:14,320 --> 01:13:17,660 Sizizwa kakhulu, siyabonisa ... 1252 01:13:19,040 --> 01:13:23,330 thatha ubuhlungu kanye nenjabulo, 1253 01:13:23,370 --> 01:13:27,210 futhi sizama ukwenza umqondo wakho konke ngobuciko bethu. 1254 01:13:27,250 --> 01:13:30,340 Phuma... phuma futhi maduze. 1255 01:13:35,680 --> 01:13:39,010 Izipho zami eziningi zivela kumama. 1256 01:13:42,560 --> 01:13:44,850 Bala kokuthathu! 1257 01:13:44,900 --> 01:13:46,020 Okukodwa! 1258 01:13:46,060 --> 01:13:47,190 Okubili! 1259 01:13:47,230 --> 01:13:48,360 Ezintathu! 1260 01:13:51,780 --> 01:13:55,200 Ngimuhle, nginekhono. 1261 01:13:59,080 --> 01:14:00,990 Ngiyajabula. 1262 01:14:01,790 --> 01:14:04,250 Ngihlala ngithuthuka. 1263 01:14:06,120 --> 01:14:08,840 Ngiyazichaza mina. 1264 01:14:09,800 --> 01:14:12,380 Futhi ngikhetha ukukhululeka. 1265 01:14:20,760 --> 01:14:25,850 ♪ Umculo we-Uptempo house ♪ 1266 01:14:27,310 --> 01:14:28,750 ♪ Kwesokunxele ♪ ♪ Iya kwesokudla ♪ 1267 01:14:28,770 --> 01:14:30,420 ♪ Ingane ♪ ♪ Qhubeka ♪ 1268 01:14:30,440 --> 01:14:31,070 ♪ Ungayeki... ♪ 1269 01:14:31,110 --> 01:14:34,280 Izimpilo eziningi zama-trans-cestor ami ziwuhlobo oluthile 1270 01:14:34,320 --> 01:14:38,620 engabonakali, ngakho-ke idokhumentari efana ne-'The Aggressives' iletha 1271 01:14:38,660 --> 01:14:41,910 into ebalulekile ekukhanyeni, futhi... 1272 01:14:41,950 --> 01:14:44,040 Ngibonga kakhulu ngalokho. 1273 01:14:45,290 --> 01:14:46,940 ♪ Hambisa kwesokunxele ♪ ♪ Iya phambili ♪ 1274 01:14:46,960 --> 01:14:48,610 ♪ Hambisa kwesokudla ♪ ♪ Qhubeka ♪ 1275 01:14:48,630 --> 01:14:50,150 ♪ Ungayeki ♪ ♪ Njengamanje ♪ 1276 01:14:50,170 --> 01:14:52,750 ♪ ♪ ♪ Sikwenza kanjalo ♪ 1277 01:14:53,800 --> 01:14:55,280 ♪ Kwesokunxele ♪ ♪ Iya kwesokudla ♪ 1278 01:14:55,300 --> 01:14:56,820 ♪ Ingane ♪ ♪ Qhubeka ♪ 1279 01:14:56,840 --> 01:14:58,450 ♪ Ungayeki ♪ ♪ Qhubeka... ♪ 1280 01:14:58,470 --> 01:15:02,600 Abanye bangase babhekisele kimi njengokuthi "u-aggressive" noma "AG." 1281 01:15:02,640 --> 01:15:03,180 Anginankinga. 1282 01:15:03,180 --> 01:15:04,960 Ngisacabanga ukuthi isahambisana kakhulu. 1283 01:15:06,270 --> 01:15:07,830 Ngakho-ke sizobe sihlola 'Ama-Aggressives,' 1284 01:15:07,850 --> 01:15:10,460 esijabulela ukwabelana nawe khona manje. 1285 01:15:10,480 --> 01:15:11,980 "Aggressive"... 1286 01:15:12,020 --> 01:15:13,610 i... 1287 01:15:13,650 --> 01:15:15,780 amandla akho, isibindi sakho... 1288 01:15:15,820 --> 01:15:17,900 i-aura yakho yonke. 1289 01:15:18,320 --> 01:15:21,950 Ngithanda ukuvela kolimi esinalo manje. 1290 01:15:21,990 --> 01:15:24,450 Ngizwa sengathi kukhulula kakhulu kubantu abaningi. 1291 01:15:24,490 --> 01:15:26,480 Sibheke olimini oluncane 1292 01:15:26,500 --> 01:15:29,630 okubandakanya kakhulu ngoba siqonda lezi zinhlobonhlobo 1293 01:15:29,670 --> 01:15:31,130 ubunikazi bobulili. 1294 01:15:31,170 --> 01:15:32,630 Abantu bavele bavela 1295 01:15:32,670 --> 01:15:33,980 ♪ Kwesokunxele ♪ ♪ Iya kwesokudla ♪ 1296 01:15:34,000 --> 01:15:35,960 ♪ Ingane ♪ ♪ Qhubeka... ♪ 1297 01:15:36,010 --> 01:15:38,840 Sonke sinamandla abesilisa nabesifazane ngaphakathi kwethu. 1298 01:15:38,880 --> 01:15:41,680 Uma umuntu eziveza ngendlela ayiyo, 1299 01:15:41,720 --> 01:15:42,850 yemukele. 1300 01:15:42,890 --> 01:15:44,660 Isekhona indawo ongayenza, 1301 01:15:44,680 --> 01:15:48,520 inselele imibono nemibono mayelana... mayelana nobulili, 1302 01:15:48,560 --> 01:15:50,980 futhi, ngokweqiniso, hhayi ukuba kuncishiswe izingxenye zenu. 1303 01:15:51,020 --> 01:15:53,550 Njengabantu, sonke sihlukile, kodwa kunezendlalelo ezithile 1304 01:15:53,570 --> 01:15:54,650 lokho kuyafana. 1305 01:15:54,690 --> 01:15:56,860 Uma senza enye yalezi ku-10, 1306 01:15:56,900 --> 01:15:58,680 Iminyaka engu-20, izobe ihluke ngokuphelele. 1307 01:15:58,700 --> 01:16:01,010 Njengoba umhlaba ushintsha, indlela abantu ababona ngayo izoba njalo 1308 01:16:01,030 --> 01:16:04,330 ushintsho, indlela abantu abaphila ngayo kulelo zwe izoshintsha. 1309 01:16:04,370 --> 01:16:07,000 Kuyingxenye, ukuqhubeka komuntu. 1310 01:17:05,430 --> 01:17:06,740 ♪ Kwesokunxele ♪ ♪ Iya kwesokudla ♪ 1311 01:17:06,760 --> 01:17:08,410 ♪ Ingane ♪ ♪ Qhubeka ♪ 1312 01:17:08,430 --> 01:17:10,080 ♪ Ungayeki ♪ ♪ Qhubeka ♪ 1313 01:17:10,100 --> 01:17:11,750 ♪ Hambisa kwesokunxele ♪ ♪ Iya phambili ♪ 1314 01:17:11,770 --> 01:17:13,420 ♪ Hambisa kwesokudla ♪ ♪ Qhubeka ♪ 1315 01:17:13,440 --> 01:17:15,090 ♪ Ungayeki ♪ ♪ Njengamanje ♪ 1316 01:17:15,110 --> 01:17:17,520 ♪ ♪ ♪ Sikwenza kanjalo ♪ 1317 01:17:18,610 --> 01:17:20,090 ♪ Kwesokunxele ♪ ♪ Iya kwesokudla ♪ 1318 01:17:20,110 --> 01:17:21,590 ♪ Ingane ♪ ♪ Qhubeka ♪ 1319 01:17:21,610 --> 01:17:23,260 ♪ Ungayeki ♪ ♪ Qhubeka ♪ 1320 01:17:23,280 --> 01:17:24,930 ♪ Hambisa kwesokunxele ♪ ♪ Iya phambili ♪ 1321 01:17:24,950 --> 01:17:26,600 ♪ Hambisa kwesokudla ♪ ♪ Qhubeka ♪ 1322 01:17:26,620 --> 01:17:28,270 ♪ Ungayeki ♪ ♪ Njengamanje ♪ 1323 01:17:28,290 --> 01:17:30,870 ♪ ♪ ♪ Sikwenza kanjalo ♪ 1324 01:17:31,790 --> 01:17:33,100 ♪ Kwesokunxele ♪ ♪ Iya kwesokudla ♪ 1325 01:17:33,120 --> 01:17:34,770 ♪ Ingane ♪ ♪ Qhubeka ♪ 1326 01:17:34,790 --> 01:17:36,440 ♪ Ungayeki ♪ ♪ Qhubeka ♪ 1327 01:17:36,460 --> 01:17:38,110 ♪ Hambisa kwesokunxele ♪ ♪ Iya phambili ♪ 1328 01:17:38,130 --> 01:17:39,780 ♪ Hambisa kwesokudla ♪ ♪ Qhubeka ♪ 1329 01:17:39,800 --> 01:17:41,450 ♪ Ungayeki ♪ ♪ Njengamanje ♪ 1330 01:17:41,470 --> 01:17:44,220 ♪ ♪ ♪ Sikwenza kanjalo ♪